Beautiful lies turns out awful too

Happy belated valentines day,

2009-02-18T21:38:00.001-08:00

Okay i know Valentines day was over. But still, haha. happy valentines day(belated)
Went ktv, with Tessa, Han, Zq, Dominic, Ky, Royce & co. Know so many new friends over one month, haha. Tessa, han, dominic, han long, john, weilun. Popped tequilla pop with tessa and kaoyee. Han pillion me to the ktv while Dominic pillion Tessa. So shiok :D And , then after ktv Dominic pillion me while Han pillion tessa. Okay its more shiok on dom's bike. 160km ! Shiok , lol. Then soccer at sin ming. on valentines day.

2009-01-01T02:25:00.001-08:00

I'll blog again about the happenings of New year eve. Photos will be uploaded first.

2008-12-31T02:40:00.000-08:00

2008-12-27T04:43:00.000-08:00

This year's christmas is so damnit boring. But 26th of Dec was somehow better. (: Oh yeh, did I mentioned that I've pierced my septum? Julia hunz's friend helped me to pierced it in Pasir ris. I couldn't explain the pain, its very pain ok. Till now, its already around four days. But its still pain! ): Kailshen bff told me to take it out and let it heal, then he treat me to re pierce my septum during jan. Ha, went Tommy's house yesterday for house warming. Its been ages since I last met him, which is at opposite school. ._. Many people were there, met Joel & bff at prime. Took 88 to tpy inter, met Wilfred there and took 232 to Kim keat Ave, which was Tommy's house. Ate Nasi briyani. (: And dessert. Yummy! Lydia, Weeyang, Youhong, Zhenqiang, Weiming, Johnson was there already. Tommy said I look like a bull when he saw my septum piercing! ._. Ha, Aik boon & Stanley came. Then Chunsen & Jackson came too, when we were about to go, Minghao & co. came. Called ahger, wanted to ask her if she's coming. But she didn't replied, saded case. Ahger, see you soon yea! Misses ok. Then after Tommy's house, went to Johnson's house. Mahjong-ed, Ah boon;Bff;Johnson;me. boon & bff won, while johnson and me lost! Nice game, hehs. Youhong left, to opposite school. Zhenqiang was playing psp, after a while Lydia & weeyang came. Mahjong-ed till 12.30 and left to makan at prime. Lydia was complaining that she was hungry, and i'm too! Ha, after makan, went to slack at prime's carpark. A friend of bff came to slacked with us, named Jun hao. Then slacked till five plus. I suggest to play car park hide-and-seek. Lame right? :D Played for a round, Jun hao carried my handbag for me. :D Ha! Lydia and me was hiding at a side which has lesser cars! How dumb am i, and Wee found us ! ._. went home , chatted on phone with bff then slept. Now going to meet Bff & co. at Alan's shop. Byebye! <3

2008-12-25T07:05:00.000-08:00

Chalet with wonderful people, Met my Julia hunz. Lovedieher mansz, (:
First day of the chalet ain't fun. Had to go two chalets -.- Run here and thr, so exhausting! One chalet is Julia's friends. Another is Recky's. Recky's chalet is so fun. Actually Recky, Jackson, Zhiyong, Nich, Penny, & me wanna go swamp. In the end we played cards, then fell asleep. My hoodie lost at the bbq pit! -.-, haha.

2008-12-22T11:14:00.000-08:00

Hi people!
Lets start from last Friday :)

FRIDAY
Drank, was feeling moody. Then vomited, Wilfred & Siangyong bought food for me but i didn't ate it. Then bff sent me home, at around 3+.

SATURDAY
After i woke up, shower & stuffs then met up with Joel at around 10pm. Slacked, then at night brought absolute vodka to drink with Weeyang. But didn't expect so many people to come, but it was a fun night. (: Usual place -Stone table. Weeyang & Lydia came aftermath. Then followed by Bff, then Youhong & Zhenqiang, then Wilfred. Police car came by while we were playing games and the forfeit is to drink the vodka. Then Weeyang tricked Lydia & me. Damn it, ha-ha! Aftermath, went Prime's carpark to slack and played till around 5+ and went home.

SUNDAY
Woke up at 2.30pm, bff called me. Said the meeting venue would be at prime. Hence i did my stuffs and all, then ready to go out at 3.30+. Met Wilfred at our block, then walked to prime. Met Aik boon. (: So funny, then i keep staring at him. Then he scold me say i don't know how to say hello ah. :D Then waited for 162, reached and board the bus. Bff came into the bus at opposite school then off to town. Dropped at fep, walked and makan. Boon, bff and Wilfred smoked, then i can't. Cuz its a Sunday and its a hot spot for HSA. Then i don't care, tell Boon let me smoke his without touching the cigg with my hands. Then bff scolded us, say if kena caught both of us pay $200. Then Boon say i wanna hai him. Hahaha then i keep saying sorry till he say nvm. (: Walked to Lucky plaza, met Eugene Low. He bought a vibrator for his friend as a present. LOLL! Then he went off, while the rest of us went to Cine. (: Played billiard, i kept laughing at Boon cuz he yaya papaya. :P then he keep saying me! hahaha bully. :X Ate KFC then headed outside to smoke. Then mrt-ed back to Bishan. He bus-ed home from Bishan then Wilfred, bff and me went to watch Yes man. I went home halfway through the movie. :X that's all.

MONDAY
Nothing much, met Bff at Alan's shop around 5+ and slacked. At night saw Joel, he went to Aquarium to buy his fishing stuffs. A authentic fisherman siolllsxz. Hahaha then Weiming came, slacked at carpark. Youhong left after a short while. Then went to stone table as Weiming left. After that met Wilfred, Siangyong, Enchang & Cassandra. After awhile, Enchang & Cassandra left. Then slacked at stone table, Weeyang & Lydia came. Slacked, and homed at around 2+.

TUESDAY/WEDNESDAY/THURSDAY
Chalet with zhihao and co. Gonna see my Julia honeyz! :D

2008-12-18T11:50:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a boring day. Didn't manage to go either town or bugis, but never mind. :) Left home at around five. Went to Alan's shop and met bff, slacked there as bff was helping out at Alan's shop. Then a while, Wilfred came. Slacked, left the shop at six odd almost seven to makan. Ate till damn full, really extremely full. Ha-ha! Its around forty bucks overall for five dishes and the rice. After eating, slacked around for half a hour then go over to heights. to check bbq pit's price for Enchang. But! The club is closed, so can't check! Went back to Alan's shop aftermath. Took bff's pay and Joel came. Went to slack at the stone table, then bff became emotional after listening some songs. He went missing for around two hour! Laugh, then Joel, Wilfred and me wanted to find him. So we told him to give us clues, then he said two/third is the clue. And he is with friends that we know. But we didn't thought he's with Weeyang and Lydia! How dumb were we. But still, managed to find them. :) And the game started, hide-and-seek. Heehaw, Wilfred Bff and me are in one team. Then Joel, Lydia and Weeyang in another. Thirty minutes came, times up! We didn't managed to find them. Its our turn to hide, they found us in like, less than ten minutes? Oh my god la. Kokguan came too. Then slacked at the bus-stop, tired. Wilfred and I went home. Meeting amk Eric at twelve noon later as I didn't meet him yesterday. Meeting him at Bishan active. Hmm, that's all. Bye!

2008-12-17T09:11:00.000-08:00

Heehaw hit town today with Kailshen, Shawn & boon. Not bad, first time out with them. Mrt-ed to somerset, bought myself a watch. :) Then walked to cine & met them outside the cinema. Decided on what to watch, after much consideration of boon & co. , they decided to watch twilight. It was an English show for goodness sake! I don't watch English shows, I'll fall asleep whenever i watch it. But looks like situation's not the same anymore. I admit I'll fall asleep for English shows but not for exciting and touching English shows! Heehaw oh my god, I didn't fall asleep and wasn't even sleepy at all for this show! It's tremendously nice, watch it seriously. I will rate it 10/10. Edward which real name is Robert Pattinson was a vampire, but he fell in love with Bella which was a human. This story is very touching and exciting, there confirm will be a new chapter for sure! The ending was so sudden, ha-ha! They didn't even told us the real ending. Heheheh. So, what's the outcome man? Had Bella became a vampire? Or is she dead? Or she's still alive? I'm going to find out when is the upcoming new chapter! Before the movie starts, Bff & I went to smoke while Shawn & Boon went to K-pool first. After smoking, we went to find them. I was watching them playing pool, aftermath went up to the cinema. Slacked and stuffs, bought snacks in to eat. The show started at 7pm, and it was a two hour show, hence it ended at 9pm. Off to ljs, makan-ed. Aftermath went to smoke outside, and then back from town. Boon & Shawn went home, Bff & I smoked at prime for awhile then he went home and I went home too. Called Amk Eric. Chatted, i just realised that his birthday is coming. Its on this coming Sunday. So sudden! He's taking N-level result tomorrow thus he asked me to accompany him. Actually i agreed, but in the end sorry! I'm extremely tired so I'm gonna wake up late afternoon tomorrow. Gonna watch my young and dangerous now. Hahaha, shall meet up Eric on maybe Friday. Mummy called me today, (: Chatted and she sent me her photos through email. Wonder if i should go overseas to study now or after secondary four? Is Poland a good choice? Or is New York a better choice? Chatted to Uncle Andrew on the phone, as I wanted to hear his voice. Looks like Mummy got a better person now to take care of her. Lets pray hard and hope so. I don't want mummy to be hurt again and over again. Uncle Andrew asked if I wanted to go over to New York! Yup, I wish too! But not so soon okay, let me study hard enough first in Singapore. (:

2008-12-16T20:25:00.000-08:00

Overdued. (:

SKYSKYSKY! Wonder how are you in rtc? So sorry about the past. :( Hahaha you will find a better girl when you're out! Tkcr!

im so bored alone at home~

Monday

Went out with my sister to town & bugis for shopping spree. Spent hundreds on clothes(!) Didn't expect to spend so much. Hmm, bought a bag pack for school @ bugis. Headed to fep to meet my sister, shop around there. Bought myself a spag. top @ manggis. Makan @ the top level and walked around. Nothing much so cab to bugis as it was raining suddenly. Omg la, make me throw away the cigg as its wet. Then reached bugis, the rain stopped-.-. Bought two shorts, MNG. Then found a high waist short, a legging, jumper. (: I want a DKNY PERFUME BADLY! Hahaha, anyone sponsor? $69.90 , lol! Bought two tanktops as well. (:

TUESDAY

Stayed at home for the whole day, then went prime to makan. Saw Xinde kor and his wife. Hahaha, then head back home aftermath. Stayed at home since morning till around 11+ at night. Went to meet Kailshen bff, Stanley & Ah boon @ stone table. Then chatted awhile, Stanley & Ah boon went off. While Wilfred & Siangyong came, slacked for less than half a hour. Weilie called, then went prime to accompany Johnson & Weilie to makan @ kpt. Kailshen cabb-ed off, the rest of us went to heights. to slack for awhile. Went home, watched young and dangerous & msged with Zhiyong. Bff called then a short while connection lag jiu kup. in the end i fell asleep.

TODAY

Hahaha bored. bff msg-ed me, then i replied. But he didn't replied aftermath. Wanna go Alan's shop later on or so. I'm so bored at home laaaaa. Give me comments can? Hahaha, do you guys realised my hair is always kept till shoulder length? Hmm, should i extend? Till around my arms. This sunday gonna go city plaza to extend it. Should i? OMG! Hahaha.

hahaha joel & wilfred should be very happy now

2008-12-08T17:52:00.000-08:00

omg i lost money to joel and wilfred those two ass. lost 16$ to joel and 5$ to wilfred. eat my money! Hahaha Idiots. Seems like my blog is so plain! guess i need some pictures. :)

People, i've lost all the blog links. If you wanna be link, please tag me. thanks!

2008-12-05T08:15:00.000-08:00

so sorry i have not updated for 123456months ! haha,wow. time flies mansxxxx :) i missed the party omfg ! but its okay,as i promised kailshen bff that i won't go pubbing and clubbing... :( so sad,haha. went for judo training today, ton-ed(slack) with wilfred & siangyong... Met bff yesterday and slacked,err. Zhenqiang & youhong came, then they left at around 12plus. Kailshen bff went home around 2plus. Rest of us went to Prata house at old bishan to makan. Then when going back lost my wallet. hahaha,put handphone;wallet; and cigg box in my pocket. so pro, so many things. no wonder will lost, went to find & find... but to no avail, until we went all the way from bishan swimming complex there till bishan blk 150+ then found it on the ground. lucky me! siangyong found it, thanks a big lot for both of your accompanying me to search for it. lucky my dad's photo thr:) cabb-ed back nearby home aftermath as we're tooooo tired to carry on our journey walking. then by the time we reached nearby home, its already 4+ going 5am. slacked and poker cards till 6plus then went back home. jiejie came home. i bathed and so as jiejie's friend came, haha. err than kailshen bff! actually planned to have our breakfast together at prime but he overslept. then by the time he called me i'm already on the way to meet kor. Xinde kor was having headache so went up to his house to slack for around 30minutes then go down to the bus-stop and off for judo training! :) kor let me see his photo album of his wife & him. so sweeet :) alright im going to slack with wilfred and siangyong. bye :)

2008-11-16T10:54:00.000-08:00

Many things happened, hahas . Knew a few more friends, Xin De big brother :) , Danny , Weilie , AhHock, Botak and more . Hehs, damn funny lahrs Danny . He say he never see me smile he will buey gei yan ! ZZZ, Xin De big brother. :D He's a nice slacking partner.
Today met Zhenqiang at prime to buy him lunch as i didn't gave him any presents on his birthday. Alan talked to me , told me to stop smoking . Hahahaha, than Zhenqiang & me go smoke at carpark, aftermath went to makan . One more uncle told me stop smoking ! Today such a day ah . Then went to Watson there, saw Kailshen & Kail le. Slacked , quite hilarious. Then smoke than met Gekling & went to RC with Zhenqiang. Oh yeh, saw Joel too. Slacked , than at night met Gerald with Gek ling slack at bishan park. Smoke again , than Gek ling went off. Gerald & me went to met Clarence at stone table. Nah , see lahrs. need help that clarence do his homework assignment . Ta ma de~! LOLS , Helped him do than he sent me home after that. I like very afraid see that malay cop sia. Mummy is the first whom gave me birthday card & present all the way from america. thanks mummy iloveyou ! :D Than today 7plus saw Enchang at bishan active, as usual lahrs . Say i smoke again. AIYOYO. Hahas , that's all .
Happy birthday BELLE&NICHOLAS! Last long yo.
EARLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIMING! :) SAME BIRTHDAY WITH ME SOMEMORE SIA. HAHAHA You should feel honoured ! :X Anyway remember to collect your meal from me lahr stop being stubborn!

2008-11-04T08:51:00.000-08:00

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13th Nov.
9pm till late.
Free drink but no alcohol.

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dance it out baby!

2008-10-29T14:01:00.000-07:00

wow, first time went clubbing, quite a crowd today. saw quite many people, chocolate, sufen, xueling, xiaojess, mark, elisha, gordon and more. Around 7 reached J8 went to meet Karine, hairul & co. then bus-ed to potong pasir, bought liquor than they went drinking. I went to max well market to meet ruchin, lynn & chin's boyfriend;derek. slacked, than chiajun that gay came;D at first like dont know how to dance, thn ltr jst follow the music:D quite fun. (: enjoyable day, aha. than audrea sent me home. thts almost all bah. everyone dance till very high sio. haha(:

2008-10-28T08:55:00.000-07:00

Fucking long never post, haha many things happened. Alright, slacked.
Yesterday went Geylang with Kailshen &Weeyang to buy ciggarettes, saw many gay & ahgua there. Totally lost of words, LOLS. 7plus yesterday went J8 mac to makan, with Matt, Yanfeng & Gekling. Saw Ifah&co. She joined us for awhile and went off. Than 13-ed back to prime, met Ks & Wy. 13-ed to buy, than went home at around 11+. Today, took back result slip, promoted to 2E3 . Slacked, basketball court opp. school... Till around 9+. Tristan came sio! , shocked to see him. like months never see him liao. He jio me go makan dinner at night, i don't want. Haha like evil sio me. :X Then he say most probably next year coming back bps as sec 3E. Don't know true mah , lets see. Hehe, played bball match, quite fun. At the later part i was like a statue la, stand thr bo move. get ball jiu shoot, lol. with one guy called colin & his neighbour. Hairul jio me go underage party. (: Karine & co. going too, hmm see tomorrow fun not. Ruchin heartie & chiajun also going sio. (: loves.

Disappointment

2008-10-20T05:46:00.000-07:00

Oh my god, My End of year examination is so terribly done. :( I'm only satisfied with my Chinese Paper 1 & 2, And English Paper 2.
Perhaps, I'm prepared to drop into Academic stream...
English Paper 1: ???
Paper 2: 29/40
Total: ???
Chinese Paper 1: 47/70
Paper 2: 54/70
Oral: 31/40
Total: 132/180
After further calculations, I got 73/100 for Chinese & Its the first time okay.
Though I'm in the top class, but my results for Chinese is the lowest among all i think.
Maths: 62/100
Science: 50.5/100
History: 35/73
Geography: 38/100
Shit me, I'd flunked my combined humanities. I'll have to try harder. Now lets hope that i can stay in express stream...

SHARONCHNGHUILING; ILOVEYOU!
Help me think, readers ! Wednesday is the last day of school, but Joycelyn asked if i wanna dye my hair for free at Si Mei ITE. HUHHHHHHH, I wanna go dye ! But last day of school, not sure. Should i skip last day of school for the sake of dying my hair? Nowadays as usual, slack & smoke with the usual ones.
YANFENG UH YANFENG, CHEER UP! :)

Mesmerized by your everything

2008-10-14T06:58:00.000-07:00

Every thing's over with boy & me. People out there! Keep your comments to yourself can? Don't have to go around being such busybodies! Its fucking annoying ! Okay, back to proper post. I realised it had been ages since i last uploaded photos! I didn't took any photos recently either, apologies readers ! I'd decided not to blog about my daily things as i think i should keep it private. Okay, I love Sharon, Yanfeng :D I don't wanna care about anything already, as long that i have enough money to spend daily, able to study & not drop down to N.A, Papa to care about me more, Mama to contact me soon, & smoking can already. That's all. Oh yes, & My little brother to stop being lead down to astray! He's going to hostel soon i guess. ): Actually i think its pretty good also, he is able to learn independent there.

Boy, your birthday is on the 3rd of june. I'll remember it, i promise. I promised you that time i wouldn't play dare & dare again, did i kept my promise? Yes i did kept it. Thanks for telling me how you had felt, i get it. Hope you will stay happy, and be with the girl you love truly. Since you'd chosen me to be your gan-mei rather than your girl, its okay. Love doesn't have to own you. I just want you to be happy, and lend you my pair of ears & shoulders to lay on whenever you're sad. Take care okay, oh yes. On my birthday, you said most probably you are able to celebrate it with me, i really wish you could. Just no words could describe the love for you. Its been exactly three weeks boy. Love you, my love for you will never be over.

boy you are giving me false hopes which i will never believe

2008-10-12T08:03:00.000-07:00

Yesterday woke up at around 10+ , bomb-ed YanFeng's phone. Called YouHong, met them at around 1+ at prime. Slacked , waited for GekLing, she came. Slacked at the playground, till around 4+ , went to carpark slack. Joel, Jeremy & Xiang came too, {: they played around with my brother. Hehs , kept smoking. Joel & Jeremy smoked Texas red. Last puff, dared me to try. I tried, first puff i scolded "fucker" . LOL(s) , then aftermath continue with Marlboro menthol. {: Jeffrey, Matthias &co came, slacked. Then went to makan with Joel, Jeremy, YouHong, GekLing, Xiang & my brother. Makan-ed , then went to slack. Was kinda fun, as i played some extreme games. My arms are hurting, & so is my face. But my arms are more painful. ): Done by Jeremy that bully! LOL(s) , then till around 9+ Xiang went off. Sent my brother home, & went to SinMing as Joel's house was there. Drank there, HoeGardens & JackDaniel. Nice, the feeling is so good. WeeYang, YewJun came, then went together. Slacked, WeeYang & YewJun went off. Left Joel, Jeremy, GekLing, YouHong & me. Slacked, spoke some ghost stories by Joel. It was super eerie can, then i slept. I cried, for that boy. Joel counselled me the most, thanks senior counsellor. {: Good luck for your o's yo. {: Okay, then went off at around 4+, walked to Bishan Active, slacked there till around 6+ & the rest sent me home. Gosh, Joel doesn't likes people calling him senior. He says that it sounds old(!) Where got , its normal man! Alright, the next day which is today. YanFeng came to meet me downstair my house, then we slacked. Went to prime, makan. Jeffrey came, slacked. Then YouHong came, kup money buy cigg. Then left, YouHong and me waited for Jeremy. YanFeng went to cycle around, meeting her tomorrow then. Slacked, intended to meet Sharon jie. But something happened.. Never mind, don't make me worry okay jie. I love you the most, remember <3 Sharon Chng Hui Ling, You are loved most by Jesmine Chew Jia Min. Wo ai ni.

True friends are hard to find, but i found mine(:

2008-10-10T09:04:00.000-07:00

I'm so tired of my life, everything seems to crop up so suddenly. I'm glad to have these group of friends, Youhong ; Yanfeng ; Alexea ; Gekling (: Yesterday was a thursday, after school went to amk hub to settle some problems with chongboon sec one girls. Only dearest and me went there alone, after exams. I'm prepared to flunk my geography, aftermath reached amk hub. Saw them, power{!} . Guess how many people were there, around 12 people (9girls ; 3 boys) ! Power okay, that only shows us something! It only showed us that they were afraid of us -.-! Call so many people for what, only a small matter. Those boys also, -.- wanna interfere in our problems. Was quite angry cause they interfered, then in the end Desmond, ex-bpsian came down helped settle. Sua sua, then went off. Xiaocher. came down to help me, then she cab-ed down some more! In the end, just like that sua -.-! what the heck !, then Xiaocher.'Airen waste money to cab down, waste of time. Then in the end Huixin apologised, then sua . Walked to amk hub, 88-ed to prime and went home to put my bag first. Aftermath went to j8 and took mrt to Tiong Bahru, alighted at Tiong Bahru Plaza, then walked to Ho swee, went up to papa's house . Saw Dickson & Dion, my cousins (: Then didn't really chatted with them, they went off in a moments' time. I went into the room and talked to papa, i don't wanna transfer school to hss anymore. ): I don't feel like, as an urge comes into my heart telling myself not to transfer. And for sure, i will definately miss my friends in bpss, so i've decided not to transfer. But the final decision lies on my papa. So yes, i don't know what is the final decision yet, but hopefully i can remain in bpss. Dozed off on the bed, from 3+ till around 5+ , woke up. Took a wash, and papa told me to eat dinner. Makan, nice nice! So yummy, as yummy as before ! That's what i call home cooked food. (: Fantastic man! Then papa went off, to meet his friends i think. I stayed for a short while, and went off at 6+ , went to the basketball court. Played match , two-pointer shoot in{!} :D But Ray' son still say i'm not up to the standard ! :( Then went home at around 8+ , reached home at 10+ . Met my little brother at bus-stop, accompanied him to buy bubble tea & cheese fries , i treated him. :D See how good i treats my asshole brother. :D Then went home, talked watched and slept. As usual, dearest called me at 6.30 am , i woke up. Went to wash up and stuffs, then prepared till around 7+ , walked to bus-stop and saw Petrina' couple there. (: & Penny too. Waved and smiled, bus came and reached school at around 7.20 am. Went into the classroom , was quite anxious for the upcoming chinese exam. Thought it was going to be difficult, but it was somehow quite easy. (: Hope i'll get at least a B3 for this paper. Then after exams , met Ryshikah. Saw Yanfeng & Youhong thus went together to 9th level. (: Puffed, and Kahsiang' Gaypartner came. Aftermath, accompanied him to find his friends at amk, downstair his house. Then went to buy cigg, can't buy. In the end , waited for around half an hour his brother came, then i shout at his brother at a distance, " Eh step beng bodoh! " Heehee , then he diamdiam. Went to buy, his brother can buy ! Then went to his house, 22nd level. Puffed, slacked. His brother damn funny, laugh. Then walked to amk hub by myself ! Weather was terrible! , i sweat a big lot. Then 88-ed to catholic high, stopped there and went to block 217 to meet Youhong, Alexea, Yanfeng & Gekling. Matthias came with the modified bike, {: Then slacked around, Yanfeng went to fetch my little brother with that bike downstair my house. (: Met up with my little brother, slacked & puffed. They have nothing better to do, :D thus they suggested bringing my little brother to the barber at prime. Cut-ed hair for him , at least its better than before. Its something like Alexea, but the fringe gone ! Poor thing, ha. Then slacked at the playground , for hours. Oh yes , went to makan at prime. Then Alexea went off at around 6+ , baded goodbye and stuffs. The rest of us went to Bishan active to play basketball, cycle and volleyball. {: Youhong and me played match with two indian little boys. We still lost !, Very xiasuey! D: Heehee , then around 7+ Hockping called Yanfeng go choonboon mac, in the end say don't go -.-! Then we slacked, went to prime buy cigg. Went to carpark , puffed and slack! Sparring session, {: Then around 10+ went off , reached home and used computer. Meeting Yanfeng&co. tomorrow to cycle, bye readers ! Sorry for the lack of photos, i shall try to upload soon. Oh yes, boy messaged me :D I'm so happy, he say if i'm guai he'll dote on me more. <3 I told him that love him doesn't means have to be with him, we never stead but together also can :D Love himmmmm, :D

Boy,
its been 20 days since i love you. My love for you grows deeper & deeper each day. I finally realised what is love, i don't have to be with you actually. As long as you're happy can already, i also think what we're now are better! {: Like messaging each other sweet stuffs, better than when we stead then quarrel right? :D I hope we can be like this forever, you say i guai you will dote on me. :D You say next time when you have a car, you will drive me out :D I love you.

Faithfully

2008-10-08T03:31:00.001-07:00

Didn't got the time to post yesterday, stayed over at dearest's house. Actually wanted to go over to membina court to meet weng guang, ray erzi & co. But something cropped up, so didn't went instead waited for Nellie at canteen after school, with Karine, Ifah, Ryshikah & dearest. Than Nellie came, we walked out of school, went opposite school to settle some problems. In the end dearest one on one with jazreel, half stick time, to say specifically it should be less than half a stick. -.- Than i think she play busok, kick cheebye. Laugh, I'm so scared that later i write down everything they come find me. " ): " LOL{!} , then after one on one, like funny. Sua already, then we say got anything come bishan find us. Actually wanted to go find Ray erzi they all, in the end Yanru told me to follow them, together go makan at j8. Thus i followed, makan. Nellie like very rich ah, ask us want eat this eat that or not, she blanjah. (: Then she blanjah us drinks, aftermath we makan finish then go toilet. Disturbed each other, said " EH THEY COME ALREADY! FASTER COME OUT OF THE TOILET! " LOL, I laugh like hell. Then went to bishan there, block 150 i think, not sure but around there. Met with Amy & co. (: Then slacked for a short while, called Rky then Ts talk to me. Ask me whether jiejie with me or not -.- , then in the end Nellie talk to Ts, like funny sia. Aftermath went to ljs to meet with Ts, Xinyi, Rky, Tracy, & co. Then we already told jiejie's friends which is Amy's friends, Raj they all not to come. But in the end they came, but swear not we tell them come want ok. -.- , then settled everything, sua already. Don't know if Xiaogirl coming find me again not, then the rest went to slack at bishan area. Yanru, dearest & me walked home, accompanied dearest to the bus-stop & jst nice 162 came, she went off. Yanru accompanied me to walk home, as her house is somewhere nearby mine. (: Then aftermath she went off and baded good-bye, i called dearest. She U-turned bck. O.o, met her at bus-stop at prime, then cabb-ed to her house, slacked with her and call people disturb. :D So fun , then called Alvin too, he like nearly can't regconise my voice and dearest's voice. Then chatted, i can't manage to concentrate studying, then talk talk with Alvin till 1+ like that hang down. Switched off light, slept. (: Woke up at 6+ , dearest woke me up. :D Then i continue sleep like what i did on Tuesday. :P Then nearly late, cab-ed down to school. Just on time, last-minute studying no use. -.- , i'm gna flunk my history for sure, see how's the result then as i can't do anything to turn the clock back. Mathematics was normal, like what we could guess, Mrs Seah's tricky questions. Alright, dearest's sleeping like a log jst now, woke up. Going to shower, then go makan. That's all. (:

Boy,
I've known you since 22o9o8 . My life changed completely after you stepped into it.
I've known you for nearly 19 days, i guess? o.O
You know i love you, (: I'm not afraid of loving you, as i know there will sure be many ups & downs.
I want to go through every obstacles with yous, being the one beside you whenever you're down,
Being the girl whom message with you daily, w/o fail. Being the girl in your life, that yous love most and forever.
But i know there won't be forever, I only know the one in my mind now, and everytime is yous . Not others, don't let people affect our thinkings can? Let them say whatever they wna say, its their mouth, it ain't ours. I only know i love you very much now, though we're not together.. I'm happy, at least we're friends(: Yous also say, its fate that decides our future. I'll let fate decide it then, most importantly don't care what others say. I'm always here for you, i want you to know, i love yous.

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2008-10-08T02:30:00.000-07:00

Jueyu:D: lol, emo? i thought you say, emo, dun waste time emo, go chop off your hands o: LOL! that's to raynerheah, &pengyouuuu(: thanks yo! takecare (:
> Hehs, Welcome(: Takecarez too.
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> Eeks, disgusting. I rock more than you rocks. :P
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> Thanks.
rayner: im guai okay ! roars , say i guailan , i go emo , HAHA ! im the best boyyyyy -.-
rayner: fine , i go emo , roars ! ):
> I won't care, emo all you want!:D You're the best boy? Did i heard wrongly? :P
Jueyu:D: HELLOOOOO(:
> Hello(:
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> Thanks for the tag, linking shall be done soon girl(:
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> Okay i know:D Linking shall be done soon. Ily girl(:
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> I'm missing you too baby! Love you always<3
???: lol u break with him le. HAHA!!
> None of your business(:
karine: heyohs!
> Hello!:D
Jolene: hi jie...shock to c me here huh ? haha...link me plz!i'll link u some other days k?muaks jie!i miss u...
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> Sweetie eh:D
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GERALDINEctkq: Dearest, i'm having media studies now. So decided t tag you. Love you:D
> I'm now at your house using the computer while you're sleeping like a piece of log now:D I love you too dearest girl(:
Jolene: jie ily..
> Mei ilyt(:
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> Ilyt(:
bpsian too!: hello just a passerby here hors. no offence dude!
> Okay.. (: Why don't you put your name down? Perhaps i know you too. (:

2008-10-06T08:49:00.000-07:00

Today lessons went on as usual. After school, met Whatever. She needs to serve detention as she was late for four times already. Three hours!:D Accompanied her to the General Office. Saw Mr.Teo, asked me be a good girl & go school early as he thought i am the one having detention. Lols. Then i signed in with her. No detention become got detention, -.-! Actually I'm only late for school once, today like nothing better to do, go serve three hours detention for nothing. Aftermath, went home to take clothing, and off to Whatever house. Now she act one like English pro, keep amending my English errors. She whack me when i was typing this, anyone willing to help me whack her back? :P Ha, then tomorrow go school. She keep saying fuck me, like she got lj like that. Fuck me only got pleasure, i know she wants. But I'm unwilling to let her do that. :D

days goes on,

2008-10-06T08:14:00.000-07:00

I just realised that so many days had passed, I'd not blogged for around more than a week. :S Proper post now.
A lot of things happened. I don't wish to say about anything which is related to my love life here, as there are going to be some busybodies, coming to ask me what had happened and so. -.-, annoying. It's also none of your business, (: Want know about what had happened ? Beg me, i may consider telling you. (: Don't be a busybody okay, its not good. :D Like as usual, went over to Hweelin's house to stay overnight.
After school, Alexea called me. -.-, got some problems. Say dearest & me spammed his blog, Zzz. We have nothing better to do is it? Hacking the friendster account, although yeah ***** & me did, but that was like 3 to 4 months ago?! Than now come rake up the past, -.- I think is cause you're not happy that time my Gan-daddy put knife at your face right. -.- , okay Never mind. Seriously wasted around 2-3 hours just for that problem. Felix called me, then i went down and reached membina court around 4+ , slacked. Saw Jeremy son, Ray son, Dylan, Jian Yong & co playing basketball. Thus i watched for awhile, than my sister called me. Asked me what happened just now, then i told her everything. Saw Wenkeat, he accompanied me slack and wait for Felix, Hweelin, Tiancheng, Tristan, Timothy, Peng guang to come down meet me. Then ton-ed at Henderson waves, headed to plaza sing. to walk around first, then go telok blangah. Saw Papa's friend, stunt tio sia ! He ask me why so late still around there, then i say go friend's house, ha. Than went to drink some water, headed to Henderson waves. Its so damn cold in the middle of the night there ! Morning went to Tiancheng's house, played poker and so. Fell asleep, while the rest went off. Slept till around 3plus, went to Hweelin's aunt house. Walked around, went to muslims house to makan and celebrate Hari Raya. The food was kinda yummy:D than went back hweelin's aunt house. Watched TV, then dozed off... Around 10+ , hweelin's mum woke us up, and we cabbed home. Bathed & stuffs, listened to songs. Then fell asleep, sleeping day. Then sunday , troubles started. Don't feel like talking about it anymore. Over, let bygones be bygones. I'm happy that boy is not angry with me. And I'm back, knowing how much i love boy. I realised I'm not used to not receiving his goodnight messages, his words, him playing basketball, him talking to me. Oh ya, actually meeting boy at basketball court on Saturday night, intended to play match with him. But i know confirm will lose, ha. Than i dozed off... Sorry! Let you get mosquito bite, eeks. F*** the mosquito man ! Than kept apologising to boy. Boy finally say nvm, he not angry already. I tell him i never play the dare&dare game anymore. :D He say i guai. :D Heh, than Sunday... I don't wish to talk about it.
To F**** ,
sorry. seriously sorry, i didn't mean to hurt you. hweelin told me not to break with you. some more I'm your 1st stead, i really tried to forget boy. but as days go on, i tried but i cant help myself from thinking of him, and i think its unfair to you. i did thought of lasting with you. but sorry. i cant help it. maybe your friends are right, I'm evil? if you guys want, then find me bahs... put everything, blame everything on me. please don't go and disturb boy. i don't want him to get into any trouble. and its not worth it to cut for me. maybe you can say i bhb, but ... just don't cut anymore. don't waste your precious time, energy and blood for me. find a girl better, outside there are many. (: and, yes. we can still be good friends if you want okay. cheer up, I'm sorry for everything i did. forget about those unhappy memories with me(: , live your life happily OK.
To Boy,
i really love you. as time goes by, i realised i can't forget you. i tried forgetting you, i tried erasing you off my mind, but i just couldn't. i know that you're those tiongxim types, but there are a lot of girls crazy over you. i just want you to know, how much i love you. when you told me you still remember my birthday, i was seriously very happy. I'm very happy whenever i receive your message. sometimes when you didn't message me, I'll feel so uncomfortable. sometimes when you don't believe me, i always tried my utmost to convince you. but no matter what, bear it in mind the one i love is you.

I realised how much i love you cant be compared

2008-09-29T05:16:00.000-07:00

Readers, didn't had the time to update my blog. D: And, its like dying soon! More tags please, :) Thanks! Heh, after i woke up on saturday which is around 1plus, Wengguang woke up too. Then slacked at his house till 4plus, Hweelin & Tiancheng came too. Then slacked, aftermath went back hweelin's house. Ate chips, studied for awhile. Didn't went out as we were too tired! :X Melinda came to meet us, then we went to tiong ate yoghurt :D Then walked to basketball court watch boy play basketball, hweelin & melinda went to buy drinks. Boy came to talk to me :D His friends like keep seeing sia, then he went to play basketball again. Aftermath around 9plus, went off. Boy baded goodbye to me :D then i said back. Walau, then his friends shout, "Wah, never say byebye to me." LOLS ! I was like keep on laughing sio, then walked to the playground play :D Back to childhood times yo! Then around 10plus reach back hweelin's house, bathe and stuffs. Then slept, cuz very tired. Then the next morning actually meeting boy, go out. But in the end like no place to go sia, then he go study with his friends. At evening then meet boy, slacked at basketball court. Then played badminton also, haahaa. So funny lo, lucky i never play with boy. If not he deesiao say i lousy till siao. Hweelin play with boy, i keep laughing ! LOLS, :P that's all lo, then go back hweelin's house take bag all these then go home. Reached home around 10+, then messaged with boy. Then go sleep le, that's all lo. Then now at lanshop, with tiancheng & hweelin./ Going off soon, tk'cares ! :)

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2008-09-29T05:07:00.000-07:00

rayner: anyhow , i'm so guai T.T HAHA ! cause i thought you don't know me , so i didnt call you , HAHAHA ! :)
> Haha, O.O "GUAI"
SHARON:D: CHEW jesmine. wo ye ai ni loads ;D mwah! i'll do well de. you also k?
> Yes, I'm trying my best now! LOLS , We shall try to do well together! (L)s !
&/-Celiaa♥: Belovee! Ilyyy (:
> Ilyt ger (:
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> Alrights (:
rayner: im so guai la can , laughs !
> Guai, plus lan ! LOLS ! Haha, no denying. You're ain't any guai ones mansx.
GERALDINEctkq: Anything, i love you laaaaa(: Morning calls everyday yes:D
> Sure whatever!:'D Ilyt, heehee. Invite me to yr blog, jesminelovehergan@hotmail.com
AGNES♥: love my lil sweeties :)
> Hi, sweetiesssss ! <3
SHARON:D: mei. me love you ;D mwah!
> Mei love you more:D
- VIVIAN: When wanna meet?
> Give me a call when you wana meet yes.

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2008-09-26T16:05:00.000-07:00

SHARON:D: mei. woaini ;D bu yao emo le. wo ai ni okay? finally see you le. miss you like siao. <3
> Hi, my dearest qin ai de jiexczx !, Yeas finally saw you daily! Ily very much sharonchnghuiling ! Do well for your EOY ok! Good luck!
MICHELLE: MARMMIIIEEEEEEEEEEE ! theres a quizz in my blog fer yous ((:
> Girl, Mummy will do the quiz when I've the time ok. <3
Jacelyn: Meetups? <3
> Ya, sure. Soon <3
ahvann♥: babybaby<3
> Hi babybabybaby !
rayner: saw you today [: take care ehs.
rayner: okay wait , i think you donno who i am , but well , HAHA ! takecare anyway.
> I know who are you lah -.-! LOLS, ahbeng you. How come don't know! Tk'cares too.
♥ PRISCILLA™: Jesmine ! I saw you today at BM Mac ! ;D Misses
> Yea, saw you today! Misses too <3
pamelia: Bodoh , miss mi ~? hahah , i miss u like hell` hahha
> Heh, i saw you at Tiong today! (:
MONA: jesminehoney! ;D
> Hi hunny! <3
♥ IRISA!: Aku cinta kau!
> LOL , Ilyt <3
rayner: go library play psp also call guaikia ? liddat i go library disturb people i also guaikia hahaha !
> No, :D Go library play psp is call guaikia. But go library disturb people is call ahbeng. (:

Overwhelming

2008-09-26T15:45:00.000-07:00

Wow, time flies ! I'd not updated any posts for around 6 days ! Heh, I didn't went to school on Monday, stayed at home for the whole day. O: Tuesday, didn't went to school again. Laugh , went down bm to meet hweelin and co. Went to k-ster with Claudia, Shermaine, Hweelin & Kuanlin. Had a great time with the lovelies. Reached home around 9+ pm. Went to school on Wednesday, like finally. Managed to somehow catch up with the work i'd missed. Went home after school. Nothing much happened during school hours. On thursday, after school went down bm straightaway, then went to watch boy play basketball at court. Then went home around 10+ pm. at first boy didn't want to meet as he wants to stay at home. He told me he was halfway asleep when we were messaging ! Laugh, then met him in the library at approximately 4+ pm, he was playing with his psp. Heh, then in the end I took out my mathematics worksheets, none get through my brain! And that's also the weakest topic for boy. Hah, Tiancheng kor came at around 5+ pm, he was like keep making me at first then in the end okay. Went to bm mac, as kor wanted to makan. Then boy, hweelin and me watched him eat ! I was very full, and didn't felt like eating, I don't know the reason. Hah, then kor thought i want eat ! Then boy keep on deesiao me! :X Laugh, then went to playground at membina court, slacked till 9+ pm, then boy, sis & kor pei me go wait for bus, then reached home around 10+ pm, showered and stuffs. Then messaged with boy, he again want sleep already, so messaged the next day. Haha, then friday ! Had English papers going on, I will be flunking it most probably ! :X Alright, then boy messaged me and asked me where am i. I was at j8 with Yolande and co, took mrt to meet Hweelin. Went to Papa's house, (: Then met boy and co. at basketball court, Alvin & weng guang came, we ton-ed while boy went home. He was too hungry that he couldn't slept, but in the end i bet he did! Wahaha, ton-ed. And tio screened ! Siala, unlucky. Then now I'm at Weng guang's house, using Zonn's computer to post. That's all , bye readers !

2008-09-21T08:45:00.001-07:00

CBsister ! :D Heehee , I miss you ! Though we often quarrel , but i'm glad those quarrels didn't made us drift ! But it makes us became more bonded than before, closer than before ! {: I love you forever , (: Like what Weiquan told me, Forget **** . Get a new start , treat it as i don't know **** anymore . I know i can't do it, but i just will try ! Like what Claudia said, Let nature take its course, i believe this is the correct phrase... I'll , try to forget **** , but he's deeply placed in my heart . HWEELIN SISTER, ILY (:

No Promises - Shayne Ward

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2008-09-21T08:28:00.000-07:00

TAGS REPLIED :

17 Sep 08, 23:38 WRSXIAOR: Xingan , alrights . thnks fr th tag & linked alr
> Sure thing, & You're linked too.
18 Sep 08, 16:46 ♥IRISA!: Relink me pls sweettttt. haha ily soooo muchhh.
> Ilyt, Relinked.
18 Sep 08, 17:40 Shien-Li: Baobei honey <3 I miss you so much more. Promise we'll meet up soon yes. Take tons of care, love you.
> I miss you as much as how you missed me. Yes, hooked fingers. You too, tk'care and lastly, love you always baobei hunneh.
18 Sep 08, 20:09 CLAUDIA♥: JESMINE ;D hahahs , linked you up alr
> You're linked too, outing soon again ok.
18 Sep 08, 20:19 pamelia: okay will link u up soon . ILOVE BODOH
> Ilyt, ok.
19 Sep 08, 11:02 passerby: eee.you attatch meh? tot brk liao eh.
> Firstly, Please leave your name behind. I'm sure your parents gave you a proper name. Secondly, It doesn't matters whether i'm attached or single, as it doesn't affect you a single bit. Lastly, I detest people who don't know what are manners. Can't you just leave your name behind ? Hmm, its none of your business anyway whether i'm attached or not. -.-!
19 Sep 08, 16:47 SHARON:D: mei (: wo ai ni yi da dui wor ;DD dont drift any further le k? ltr cnt see you liao -.- ai ni forever(:
> Jie(: I love you more ! Yes, I know that we won't drift! Heehee, I love you forever. I'll be here fr you ! (:
19 Sep 08, 21:29 SAMANTHA!: relink mi ty
> Relinked
19 Sep 08, 21:40 Alfie-: link me yo!! =)
> Linked ! (:
19 Sep 08, 22:11 -♥MAPLE'tree: Heyo doggie! Missing me? I bet you are uhh x]]. Ohmy, today ur really emo larhh -.-. You emo 1 more time, i chop ur head off :'D. Tahahahas!
> LOL! Hmm, Yes i miss you. (: But i reckon i miss you more. Should be you missing me more eh ? You this annoying cat ! Did i emo ? Hmm, i don't think so! Heehee, Lovechuz .
19 Sep 08, 22:34 ♥WEI-TING/-: FRIENDLY GIRL YO !
> Yes, Imma friendly one. (:
20 Sep 08, 00:02 тє¢ктσηιk Hø何伟权: relink pls ..
> Relinked ! And thanks fr yr advices ok! (:
20 Sep 08, 12:41 ..: i thought u last year very skinny de? lol
> LAUGH , You're ? Please leave your name behind. -.-! I'm 41kg now.
20 Sep 08, 20:45 XINNI :DD: deeeeheees [: yea , yeas . pass well for ur exam yeas ;D loveee yoou ! and i've got th longest reply . yes uh ! *hornoured*
> LOL! Study hard man! LJbin , ilyt ! And, your spelling error ! :X its *honoured* ! Teehees !
20 Sep 08, 21:46 :'D/ ` M,eixuan: Hello, jesmine{:
> Hello, Meixuan (:

2008-09-20T22:30:00.000-07:00

- Friday
Finally i went to school, i woke my little brother up. :) Off to school at around 7 am. Reached school in time, still got some time to slack in the canteen with gay partner. Went up to the hall, had assembly then off for lessons. Had Chinese for the first lesson of the day, Had spelling. I got 9/10 , missed one word to study ! ._. Then chatted with the person beside me, which is Geraldine. Off for second lesson, which is Science. Copied corrections and did some revisions. Aftermath, was recess time. All became high, Haas. Then ate, and off for another lesson ; which was History. Slept, Heehaw. Copied corrections, got 14/20 for a test. I was shocked, as i didn't revised ! Haas, then was English lessons (BORED) . Lessons went on as usual, and now I'll try my utmost to go school daily , for the sake of eoy ! -.-! Then went to be some busybodies, :x Ahger was so funny , same goes to zahira. Heee heee . Then Chunsen accompanied me to the bus-stop to meet the lovelies ! :) Thanks emosiao. :D Met up with Hwee lin, Dawn, Caroline, Maple & Melinda. Went to settle the problem with Gwendolyn. They're cowards ! LOL, then went to bm ntuc. Bought stuffs to cook for dinner with Hwee lin & Dawn while the rest headed home. Cooked spaghetti ! Credits to Hwee lin. HEEHAWS So yummy ! Then chatted and so... And i fell asleep ! :X
- Saturday
Woke up at 11 plus, washed up and stuffs. Headed to meet Melinda near bmc, took my book and went off. Went to queens way, Heehaw . Saw Claudia, Kuanlin & Shermaine ! So, we went out together, such a coincidence right? Hohoh, went to eat and put a temporarily tattoo ! , Kuanlin paid for Claudia, Hwee Lin, Dawn & Me. Wow , such a kind soul . LOL ! So we went to bugis, at around 5 ++ , ate and stuffs. Had a great time ! We were such a disgrace, we're so perverted. :X Whacked each others, private parts and so. LAUGHED LIKE MADDIES. Took bus, at around 9+ and went to Claudia's house. While Kuanlin went off and Dawn went home. Slacked at Claudia's house, till 10.30 pm. Went up to Rebecca's house , Said hello and so. LAME RIGHT?! 65-ed to Tiong Plaza, bought Mos Burger set meal back home. Yummy :D Actually wanted to have a study night, but i slept. :X But Hwee Lin studied, HEEHAW ! Unbelievable right? :C
- Sunday
Woke up, now Hwee Lin's beside me. We're going to bugis library to study so yes that's all ! Pictures shall be uploaded soon yo readers. Actually intended to go with Claudia, Shermaine too, but they can't. :B BYE BYE :D

Defenceless

2008-09-18T00:31:00.000-07:00

A boring day, but Haas. Night time came ! The shows are pretty nice, so I'm gonna watch television already! As usual, Gay partner bombed my messages and calls. Hey! But i still didn't went for school, had a terrible headache when i woke up ._. Heh its true okay! Hm, Someone bombed my messages and calls as well! That's Geraldine Tan ! Laugh , she'll be giving me morning calls daily now. Gay partner also will morning call me, so hopefully I'd be able to wake up on time. End Of Years Examination are around the corner ! Chatted with Alvin in msn, great chat with him yo. And yes, Chatted with Galvin erzi too ! He says he got a chio mama, that's why he's handsome. ._. BHB ! But indeed, erzi erzi erzi ! You're handsome ! Stay handsome alway yo ! Don't so naughty ! o.o Will be staying overnight at Hwee lin's house tomorrow till Sunday. Its going to be a studying weekend yo ! Maple & co. will be coming outside my school to meet me ! :) And we'll go settle somethings. Readers tk'cares ! People, study for the exams around the corner yo . :)
I Miss Ru ting Sweet sweet.
I Miss Ru chin Heartie.
I Miss Agnes Sweetie.
I Miss Hui ling Lollipop.
I Miss Michelle Nu er.
I Miss The Past.
yeah, not forgetting Vincent Crazy partner. :)

In a place of boredom

2008-09-17T07:59:00.001-07:00

Hi readers, I shall do a decent post yo. ;) This week ain't any interesting nor exciting one, its a total boredom . Just went to school today, classmates all made fun of me by teasing. Okay, to say the truth , its so bored can. I went to school for the sake of my kahsiang'gaypartner . All thanks to him man , he told me to go school. Laughs , hmmm. Now slacking to me ain't fun anymore, i would rather stay at home, watch tv, use the computer and message. >:) Heehee, I'm gonna sleep soon after watching a show in Starhub cable. That's all , and thanks for those people who are showing me cares and concern, i appreciate very much. :) Especially Dawn niece, you had been cheering me up all these while, Thanks very much. Yea ! I'll be here like you were here for me. I love you guys, :) I didn't really took any pictures this week, so pictures will be uploaded when I've it alright. Oh , Made a new Gan. Pamelia Bodoh :D 170908 is the sex yo. (: Oh yeah, Avril'Sweetbaby called me to chat ! I was quite shocked as its been ages since we'd last chatted on phone.

To a "Nosey-Parker",
This post here is to tell you , in fact to warn you something . Oh, its my problem . I meant, its my problem , it ain't yours. Its mine love life, it ain't yours. If you don't know me well, then fuck off. Don't have to act as if you know me really that well. I know you often read my blog, wow. Claps for me, its too nice right ? And FYI, you don't have to know too much about my life, in fact, specifically my love life. Once again, its mine life, ain't yours. If you don't know me well , and you just read my blog, and make your thoughts go wild, that's your problem. But please don't put words into my mouth, as my posts are just a part of what had happened for the day, or what was it . Its just a small part, so yeah . It isn't the whole story, so please keep your comments of me to yourself. Don't judge me , cause you don't know me well. I once trusted you very much, tremendously much. But , To think of it now, i don't think you deserve my trust anymore. And , you took my phone, to see the contact, you didn't even asked my permission if you could take my friend's number , but you just took it w/o even telling me. -.- Its your friend or my friend ? I just spent approximately 5 minutes just to whip up a proper post for you, its a total waste of time man . And stop being childish , You don't know me well. (So, please fuck off.)

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2008-09-17T07:59:00.000-07:00

15 Sep 08, 20:36 Belleatkx ♥: HELLO BAOBEI YOU ARE LOVED (:
> Hello Baobei, ilyt ;D
15 Sep 08, 21:11 ♥IRISA!: SWEETTTT
> Hi Sweeter sweet .
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17 Sep 08, 23:06 XINNI :DD: CBbin , elmo teeeee we bought tgt ;D &one of th pic , you finally opeeeeeen ur mouth and smile [: btw relink (:
> Hello, my dearest LJbin. Yea, we bought it together yo. But we didn't managed to wear out together, Argh. Hmmm, But we'll find one day after eoye and wear out together yeah. Heehee, isn't that great seeing me smile? Remember, anything just tell me ! I'm willing to lend you my pair of eyes, just like what you'd did in the past yo. I'll relink you soon okay, rest assure. :) As i'm kinda lazy now. :X

2008-09-15T03:51:00.000-07:00

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2008-09-15T02:32:00.000-07:00

What the ****, I'm having a slight dizziness currently. I need to rest, but i don't want to. Loads of things happened, but fortunately is still in the same state. 2 Years 9 months of sisterly-ship , nearly ended. But once again, luckily didn't ended. K-box on saturday ! Its so so so so fun , ! :D
One whole chunk of pictures were taken, heehee. Then on Sunday, had some problems, >:/ But ended up okay, :) Ohyea, Maple that irritating cat was getting on my nerves yesterday, say my eyes got problem. Her eyes got further more problem than me yea, i know people agreed with me yo. And mind your words , *MEOW* I'm not an ahlian, Maple tan ! Like what people said, piercings are arts yo. :D Back to the topic, Yesterday was a sad day as umpteen things happened. Went to meet Melinda'Bloodysister at Tiong mac, makan-ed and waited for Maple'Irritating cat and Caroline'Valentinebaby. Then went up to Hweelin'DearestSister's house to slack and chat. Valentinebaby & Irritating cat was making some sound effects, *Barking* , *Meowing* & *Sizzling* , LOLS . Then went off together, Irritating Cat & Valentinebaby went to makan, then catch a movie at Plaza Sing. while Dearestsister, Bloodysister, & Niece accompanied me to Queensway to buy my piercing needle and lip stud, then back to Tiong. Oh ya, Saw Soon'Sweetheart. :] Quite happy upon seeing her as its been ages since we last met ya. Then exchanged numbers and bus came. Bus-ed back to Tiong, went up to find Vanessa'babybaby & co. Went to the toilet, and done ! She re-pierced my lips, thanks though its kinda slanted. Heehee, I got my lips re-pierced, :DDD Wahahaha, ^^ Then its already around 5plus after i pierced. Went to kopitiam, as bloodysister, dearestsister & niece wana makan. I don't wish to eat anything yet, as its still quite painful so yea, i ate ice-cream. Heehee, i keep putting alcohol then its damnit pain lah dey ! Then numb numb, after that accompanied Dawn'niece to the bus-stop as she had to go home. Waited for around half an hour, haahaa , we're willing to accompany you niece ! No worries, we'll be here for you regardless what happens in the future ! :) Aftermath, two malay girls was like keep on staring sio , #&$^@*#%!%#! , then Bloodysister fierce sio , look at them back and said what. Then the two girls turned away, O.O Then my mood was quite angry by then, went and stared back to them. In the end , Saw Benny , thus don't care about the two malay girls . Keep looking at my lip piercing , i know you got also laah , but i never show you what , is you two wana see see . I know very nice ^^ , but don't need keep looking one lah hor . Then went to Tiong, 5th level to slack slack with Benny they all. Then Mrt-ed home , that's all . Oh ya , unbelievable that i stayed at home for the whole day ! I'm gona study already, lest i dropped to Sec 2 N.A which i-dont-want . So yea , studies till EOYE ! People study alright , :) I'll update again when i feel like. Made a new gan , Maple Irritating Cat <3>

Good date to remember always

2008-09-12T07:29:00.000-07:00

I'm very angry now, just heard some news and my dearest sister, hweelin is beginning to be emotional. I'm worried for her very much, she's now listening to some emotional songs... Stayed overnight at Yuwen's house today, gonna go have fun in lantern festival tomorrow at geylang sio ! With Dawn niece & Hweelin dearest sister. Hope hweelin will be fine soon,
To "SOMEONE" : Knn, boy ah, YOU SAY OUT LAH ! DON'T NEED AVOID QUESTIONS AND LET PEOPLE HAVE FALSE HOPE RIGHT. CHEEBYE I FUCKING ANGRY WITH YOU. YOU BETTER DON'T LET ME SEE YOU AGAIN, I CONFIRM WILL SCOLD YOU TILL LIKE FUCK. WAH I FUCKING HOT NOW, CHEEBYE YOU BETTER ANSWER MY CALL. I ANGRY YOU KNOW WHY ? BECAUSE YOU TELL HER THAT YOU WILL STEAD WITH HER NEXT WEEK THEN IN THE END YOU GO STEAD WITH OTHER GIRL. CHEEBYE YOU DON'T TWOTIME EH. KNN YOU DON'T MAKE ME DULAN HORS CHEEBYE.

110908 :D
LOL, PICTURES SHALL BE UPLOADED SOON AGAIN! I HAVE GOT ONE WHOLE CHUNK OF PHOTOS TO BE UPLOADED! BYE READERS!

2008-09-11T06:18:00.000-07:00

Sorry readers, i guess you guys must be anxious for my posts right? ^^ Well, i had a great time with lovelies during the one week holiday! There's so many pictures but i'm too lazy to upload! Stayed overnight at Hweelin's house for one whole week, (Marvellous) then i met up with the lovelies daily, :) I'm so elated that every troubles are finally settled! So many problems happened during the whole week, laugh. Went to Tiong with the lovelies, caroline dawn melinda maple & hweelin. Slacked , took some pictures yo. New gan, Melinda Bloodsister <3>

I Love You Fenghui. I hope our love can last,

2008-09-09T07:10:00.000-07:00

Marvellous day out

2008-08-23T23:43:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday, Zhihao brother!

2008-08-16T23:02:00.000-07:00

This shall be a short post.
Hwq,be happy!I'll be your spare ears.Take care of yourself.I believe you ain't a hongster..

Photos uploaded soon!

2008-08-12T06:01:00.000-07:00

Geraldine whatever, sorry. Sorry for all the things... Sorry for forcing you to accept him again, but sorry... Its all, just that i love him too much... But the one he loves is you... I can't believe, that i actually fell so deeply in love with him. I can't believe myself... I have headaches, daily... Just because i thinks too much...

I always thought, and asked myself...

Why i love him so much?
Why i get back nothing?
Why i need him so much?
Why i want to force you to accept him?
Why i want him to be happy, when he hurt me?
Why i cried daily for him, when he's so happy?
When is he gonna be mine again?
When is he gonna be beside me again?
Why is it that you told me you can't forget me, and after one week you forgotten every memories of us?
Why am i so naive, to believe you really love me?
Why am i so stupid, to believe that our love will last?
I know... I know i was wrong.. I know i didn't cherished you first.. And now i want you back.. I'm too naive...................................

2008-08-12T04:08:00.000-07:00

Haha, i didn't wanted to post for some reasons. Firstly, since this is my blog, i call the shots here. I don't feel like blogging for the past few days. :/ Secondly, i'm too busy to blog daily i guess. Lastly, exams are just coming! I don't want to get distracted yo. Let me update photos above to satisfy you readers first. :D Saturday, went out to meet xinyi at 4 plus then go amk hub. Go buy her barbell, irritating her! After buying, go basement makan. Then go her house take books then go my house there the study corner study. :) Guai sehs. Then her uncle brought us food to makan. Then makan and study, after that went home. Sunday went to jazreel's house. Studied for the afternoon, wow marvellous claps!* Then ate dinner, had warmth feeling with the family can. Then studied again, something like homework period. After that went into the room and so, bathed and played com. Then slept, woke up in the morning. Washed up and everything, then go school. After school went to ate sakae sushi with jazreel. :) That's all then went home. I made two new gans today, celia belove and irisa sweet. And, thanks celia belove! For comforting me, thanks alright! Hope everything goes well for you, last long! And belle baobei, i cried when you told me...
"BAOBEI, you'll never know when another love comes back, you've promised to love yourself already. BEFORE you love yourself prove to others you know how to love yourself and how you should show people to respect you before others show you respect and love you. for your information! i love you too. we all feel very unhappy if you're going to be unhappy! babybaobei, you know i'm really really love you right? (: so if you've any problems, you can lie by me and tell me whatever that's wrong alright!:D" Thanks yo!

2008-08-09T08:12:00.000-07:00

Today
Hey readers, tell you something. :/ I stayed at home for the whole day! Me, myself is very shocked. Ha ha, but yeah that's a fact. ;) Tried studying, but can't get into my mind. Idiot, sigh! Took a nap at around 5 o'clock, and perhaps I'm too tired thus i slept all the way till 7.45 p.m. :/ Woke up, and washed up showered. Then used computer for a short while, went to j8 with my little brother. Its been ages since i last went out with him. And, yeah just like before. (He's still as noisy) ;X Ha ha, we bought KFC back home and ate. Let the pictures do the talking now, :)

( Jacelyn sweetie :D XOXO.)

(Cleowongmeixi ilovechuzzz!:D)

Abashed

2008-08-08T01:51:00.000-07:00

Thursday
I woke up late, luckily i have my bestbestbest friend, Jazreel bombing my calls. If not, i would had skipped school once again, ha. Then rushed things, leaved home at 7.10 a.m and expected myself to be late. But wow, surprisingly i did not. There's still lots of fellow schoolmates waiting for buses to school. But i was nearly late, so yeah. Went straight for assembly after i reached school. And after assembly, its Mathematics. Okay, its not boring at all cause I'm mugging all the way during the lesson. After maths, was English. The period is so hilarious, i want to laugh! I was plunging in my earpiece, and i knew that Miss Liew knows about it. But it was really a miracle that she didn't scolded me, she allowed me to listen to music while doing work. Marvellous, :) I took out a penknife, and i didn't knew that she was just behind me! Alright, when i was listening to the music, you guys should know what happen if you're kinda close to me... Alright, then after class she talked to Zhi Hao & me, so hilarious can. She asked if we were together! & I told her, no of course! We're only brother & sister yo. Zhihao replied the same too. :) Recess, then Geography. Mugging during geography lesson all the way. After all the lessons, it was cca period. Had games followed by gym session. WALAU, AKU WANT LEARN VOLLEYBALL LEH.AKUWANT.HELPMEYO. That's all, then after cca period was cdt. After school went to train for inter-class netball.

Today
Ha ha, today was Ph-renz carnival. Having our finals with 1E1s for netball, fighting for 1st place. After all the boring stuffs, finally dismissed and freedom. Walked around the whole school, nothing to do. Actually wanted to try rock-climbing, the last time i did it was on last year, outward bounds camp. Kinda fun, if you knows how to climb, :) But i didn't, ha ha. Then i went to the basketball court, to watch 4E2 playing with 5A1. Wow... Hey junwei ! You really did well, unlike me so lousy. Ha ha, you did well ! :) Alright, after the match i went off, then go netball court practise. Was prepared to lose, sorry people. I was really abashed of myself. Got 2nd placing, never mind. ;) Then clean the canteen, ha ha. That's all, went to ate sakae sushi with zhengxiang, jazreel, zhihao & yunhong. Saw spencer & co. Bye readers : D Remember to leave a tag, :)

2008-08-06T05:56:00.000-07:00

Lame, childish! Today was quite fun, but the inter-class games spoilt my mood for the day completely! Had history, quite boring to say the truth. But pretty okay, Miss Lee told us the questions that will appear in common test. Ha ha, awesome right? ;) Aftermath, was P.E okay.
Then it was quite fun, trained netball for inter-class game then followed by a friendly match with the E1s. They're strong, to say the truth. Ha ha, lost to them. Aftermath, was recess okay.
Ha ha, recess was okay? Accompanied Zhi Hao to the general office to find Choy, but as usual Choy didn't returned back his phone to him. Then he bought the cookies from girl guides. Then went back to the canteen, i ate & the cookie was quite nice. Aftermath, was F&N ! ;)
F&N, we had a class test. And, i didn't even touched a single bit of my textbook as i had lost it. Jazreel forgotten to brought it for me, but fortunately we didn't need the textbook. The test was, as easy as abc. Seriously!!! Ha ha, then made orange wedges all by Josephine. I didn't did anything except for cleaning. Ha ha, then aftermath, was Chinese.
Chinese today, didn't dozed off! Its a miracle yo! Had to do work, did the composition then went off for assembly. Teacher picked on me again, saying my temper is very bad. LOLS(!) Its like that, it's who yo. Its Jesmine lea. :X
Okay, had assembly! Its fucking wonderful can. The american band, makes me somehow feel like accepting my mum's offer! Mum told me to go over america to visit her during december holidays yo! Ha ha, was nice. I mean the assembly, then after assembly, i went to the foyer immediately.
Went to the foyer, saw sharon jie there. :) I hope she's fine jie. Remember still got me here for you okay, me luv luv luv u laaaah :D Then i went to train for netball, then time flies and soon the competition started.
At the beginning, actually was fighting with 1E1, but didn't know for what reasons changed. 1E2 fought with us, First match we drew. Second match, 2-1. We won, but seems like they're unhappy or what eh ? I don't know, i don't wanna care about it anymore. C'mon girls, its just a game anyway ! :) Into the finals, gonna fight with 1E1. never mind... Just have to be united ! & I REALISED SOMETHING LIKE WHAT MR LIEW SAID> 1E3 IS VERY UNITED AS ONE YO :D

2008-08-05T07:01:00.000-07:00

Anyway, who wear geek spectacles nicer? Someone bhb say he wear nicer!

Hesitated

2008-08-05T05:55:00.000-07:00

Couple fondue :D

(What is she doing. o.o)

( every smiles in me are gonna be wide. )

(Bleah :P)

(Studying, guaikia sehs)

Ha ha, now I'm going to type or speak in perfect English already. I say 5 times in short form or singlish, I'm gonna get 1 slap from Junxiang laolaolao kor yo. Ha, today was quite a boring day. Is Jesmine changing for the better? I'm beginning to study back again! Common tests are around the corner, and i will study. I make sure i will, :) Claps for Jesmine. * Today during science, i understood quite much already which i felt elated! And i got back my science test papers! I'm kinda happy of the results i get though it was last minute study! :) Seriously very happy you know, if i would to get this kinda results in common test for science, it's enough! Alright, ha ha i got 21/30 for my science class test. It is on kinetic particle theory! A chapter that i only understood a part of it! Ha ha, and my maths. I got back my test papers, kinda disappointed. :( I got 18/25, didn't got what i expected. But well, try harder! That's why i say I'm gonna study and I'm really gonna study this time! I thought i lost my wallet, after recess gosh! I was feeling down upon knowing i lost my wallet! And, yeah i cried cause it's gonna be the 3rd time i lost a wallet this year ! In the end, oh gosh jazreel was taking my wallet ! A sigh of relief can ! I was so happy, so elated! Mother tongue, eeeeeks. I hate it i say, and guess what ! I've told my mum that the Chinese teacher is getting onto my nerves. Mum told me, if i couldn't carry on then type a letter and let step father sign it ! Then class changed, but well now got common test so i shall wait for my Chinese results for common test. If it really deteriorated, then I'll change class for sure! After chinese was cdt, oh gosh! Appearance check for sec ones. And, i nearly got it! Fortunately i took out my tongue stud in time! And, Mrs Seah came and said to me if i have taken out my stud and i said yeah. So nothing happened, lucky okay! Then lunch time was slacking all the way, ha ha. I wore the geek spectacles when Anthony called my name and he laughed with Robin ! Got so funny meh! =.= HA HA. Then english, slacking ! Okay, got back comprehension test paper. I flunked, 16/38 i think. Forget already, LOLS. Then went to junction 8, bought mac back to school. Jazreel treated, wow. Then everyone was eating my share, what the ! Pity me ! Ha ha, after the inter-class basketball then went to the canteen for a short while and did some questions on science. Cab home with Ryan, Jinzi, & Jazreel . Ha ha, that's all ! :)

2008-08-03T07:27:00.000-07:00

Today was a furious day. =.= Went to met xinyi below her house, went to amk hub. Walked around, and went to ate pepper lunch. After pepper lunch, went to walk around then went to andersons and ate ice cream/. :) couple fondue. Quite nice, :) ILIKEILIKE. Then walked around. Then went to find zixian down at his house, ate again. I'm gonna be fat. =.= Then slacked, went home at around 8 by xinyi's uncle. Thanks, & XIAOMEIMEI I don't want any troubles with you, but do you know your attitude is ? I can't tolerate yr attitude. If zhihao act cool, then you act cute lah. -.- LAME !

2008-08-01T20:45:00.000-07:00

Do you know, how hurt am i. I guess no one knows, only sharon jie understands. Jie i love you alright, muacks. Perhaps, it has a fated ending... Alright, sorry readers. My keyboard is spoilt, like what i wrote in the previous post. Yesterday, which was friday. Went for school as usual, chinese teacher complained me to hod of chinese. LAME, GET A LIFE(!) My parents support me in whatsoever i do, so there's no use complaining. =.= Is you who doesn't teach well, i don't understand a single bit what are you teaching(!) I want to opt for changing class, i don't want to remain in this fucking class which i doesn't even understand what a old hag is teaching. Sorry, i know my words may be too much, but i had enough =.= After school, had judo training. But there's still plenty of free time before judo training. Yolande was there comforting me in the hall, there's only the two of us in the hall . Thanks yolande, I know i know that i made you think of the awful past of yours just because i cried. I seriously apologise here alright, take good care of yourself la sweet one. Then judo training was quite fun, ? It wasn't any vigorous activities at all. & Our championship of sockyou, is fanny mong ! :D Hahaha, & ghost stories. (; We like we like, 我很爱你放不下你。After that went opposite school, saw geraldine & liqian wearing home clothes. Then liqian & me go amk hub, walk around & met her sister. Geraldine went home first, then after that i go home. Bathed and computer, then i went to geraldine's house to ton. Quite fun, but ... LOLS , that's all bahs .

2008-07-31T07:27:00.000-07:00

Alright readers, my keyboard is spoilt. I won't be blogging so often, till i get my new keyboard. Currently using on-screen keyboard, its not very fang bian.? Hoho. Had quite a fun day today, with my dearest ones. Went to art room after school, did my art. & Aftermath went to the canteen and slacked for awhile as zhihao needs to go for his maths. Then xinyi came, met her. Then awhile zhihao come meet us at bus-stop. Cab-ed to plaza sing. Watched golden village, movie. " Money not enough II " . Watch it, fucking touching & comedy. You can cry, also can laugh. Trust me, very nice show(!) Heheh :P thats all... tk'cares ppl.

2008-07-30T07:15:00.000-07:00

Didn't went for training in the end, thinking about the pain i was bearing. What's the point of going training, i'll in the end be sititing alone there in the dojo looking at others train. =.= Alright, its pointless to say anything here, i only want my loved ones to see what i'm facing. I'll post on my private blog. (; Ask me to invite you, but i might not. Depends on who you're. (; Went to school's bus-stop & met jazreel and zhihao. Cab-ed to mayflower sec, met xinyi & cab-ed to amk hub. Went to food court, to makan. Was laughing all the way can, then went to walk around while jazreel went off. When walking around, saw Dewei & one guy. So funny okay, xinyi shouted " Dewei " . Then he turned back with that guy, then walk his way again. Then in the end, he stalk us. =.= Xinyi is an ahlian can. Dewei say zhihao walk like as if central is his zai. Then, xinyi shouted then is your zai mehs. =.= The conver, :

Xinyi: Eh then is your zai mehs? =.=
Dewei: Ya, my zai lah.
Xinyi: Here is hub lea.
Dewei: Eh you don't xialan lah. I talking to that boy, not you.
Xinyi: So, ? Is you don't loulan lah hor. You saying my friend lea, cb.
Dewei: Mai guailan lah hor ccb.
Xinyi: Eh diam lah, you know keehong or not? Ccb, fucking sialan eh you. I talking to you.
Dewei: You girl i don't want scold. Diam.
Xinyi: Then now what you want? I xialan guailan hur? Slap me lah, my face here. Let you slap, you try slap lorsxzc.
Dewei: Walked away, =.=

Ehs lame can, why stalk us sia.Want talk then talk lah. =.=

Then we went walk around, saw royce ahkor there outside mac. Then took bus 88, went j8 while zhihao went home. Went j8, walk around. Another guailan one, acting big. =.= LOLS Then alright, that's all. Then xinyi's uncle sent me home again. thanks. going sch tmr. tired(!) bye.

2008-07-29T21:40:00.000-07:00

Yeah, i didn't went for school today. What's going wrong with my life! Why doesn't i feels like going to school. Why am i changing. I can't concentrate on studies, alright people i had closed my labret piercing officially. And, definately i'm gonna have it repierced in the holidays, i swear. I didn't went to school, as my leg was very pain very pain extremely pain and painful very very. And, during randori someone ankle block-ed me tons of times, and missed. So the impact goes to my ankle, i shan't say who it is if not i would make the person guilty. I know randoris are like this, but its really pain. And, perhaps i'm going to see doctor later. And, as well as the muscle aches i'm having now. After i stood up, i can't sit down as my muscles on my thighs are really pain. I know it ain't a excuse, but its really very pain. But how pain it is, i'm gonna meet xinyi for sure. 2 days never see her already, kinda weird.

I have to study.
I need to study.
I want to study.
I tried to study.

2008-07-29T05:52:00.000-07:00

Nothing much happened today, i woke up late at 6.50 am & I rushed the hell out. And so, yeah fortunately i managed to get school in time. ;) Lessons went on as usual, maths was the first lesson of the day. Alright, had a worksheet & discussed it for the lesson on angles. After maths, was science. We copied notes and corrections for the lesson as science class test for chapter 10 is scheduled on this upcoming Friday. Mr Sim let the class off early, for about 10 minutes! So we have more than enough time, to eat our things. & Yolande's trying to be funny, asking Mr Sim some stupid questions. Here's the conversation.

Mr Sim: Alright, class you may pack up your things and get ready to go off for your recess.
Yolande: Mr Sim, you where got so good let us off for early recess? Some more 10 minutes!
Mr Sim: If not you want to be late for recess for 10 minutes?
Yolande: You confirm got motive want!
Mr Sim: (Laughs)

After recess was Media Studies, dozed off during the lesson. As usual, Mr Robin woke me up. Excused, as i told him i was not feeling well. Got woke up, didn't feel like sleeping anymore. Thus i carried on with photo shop work. Had to decorate a blank document, thus i drew something natural. & Myself, is satisfied with the work i did. I drew natural things, like grass & skies. Its really marvellous, i enjoyed very much. After Media Studies, was Art. I have fun doing art nowadays, don't know what's inside my brain or anything changing my mind turning to like art. Went for art lesson, Miss Tan wasn't there anymore, sad! Mdm Lai returned, & back to the square like term one. Okay, today is simply not my day i guess. I cut myself, twice due to carelessness. One of my wound is somehow deep. Continued carving out the lino sheet. Time's up, & went for mother tongue. Raoshun was being "kind" , he let me copied his Chinese comprehension open ended. ;) But in the end, i guess I'm being evil! I told the teacher what he wrote on the paper, that makes me laugh all the way! Guess what he wrote, " I'm not the writer, how would i know the answer? " Isn't it hilarious, & he got scolding all the way for around 15 minutes. Blame me, ;) HEEHAW. I still left time for me to revise, thus i revised on science. As i didn't even understood a single bit of the chapter, but now at least i have the concept of it. Hope i would not flunk my class test for science. Look what a good girl am i now, but seriously i don't have the mood to study neither do i bother to study. But i have no choice, i want to make mama proud! So i don't need to go further studies in America, I'll miss my friends! ;) After Chinese, was common dismissal time. Announcements were displayed, and after that was lunch break. Oh ya, during cdt Choy was nagging. =.=' Lunch break, was kinda fun. After lunch break was English period. Had to mark our own preposition exercises, Jazreel didn't came to school as she was sick thus Zhihao sited at her place which was just beside me. & I had to helped him mark his, & he's being emotional again there. =.=' Cheer up! , We'll be here for you alright! After quite a while, i admit i was bored and sleepy. But i doesn't wants to doze off again, hence i took out my ear piece & listened to music. After a short while, Zhihao took out too. & We're listening to our music, cool. ;) After English, I went to opposite school & bought thing for Zhihao to eat cause he needs to clean his Chinese classroom. Wow, gangster got caught. (laughs) Went junction 8 after that, cab-ed there from school. Walked around, met Geraldine, Siti Farah & Debbie there for a short while & went off. Zhihao & me went to food junction, we ate pepper lunch there. Saw Kevin, Abby, Colin, Yna & Co there. Then after eating, we went to the popular bookstore. I bought myself, some stationary. Went to the interchange, & bus-ed home. Reached home around 6 o'clock. Perhaps this is quite a day that i went home so early. Okay, bye people. Oh ya, Mr Yeo caught me. My lip piercing, oh gosh. I want to take my piercing out already, i mean for my lips. But i can't bear, cause for me the pain of lip piercing is really painful. WO BU SHE DE TAKE OUT LEY. As long as school hours i take out can already what, =.=

2008-07-28T08:00:00.000-07:00

Tsy's food, i don't know how to say. But its korean food, :D Also quite nice, (!)

Xinyi's kimchi korean noodles, not nice lah(!) Mine nicer right??

My dinner, (!) Thai cuisine, nice right? Yummy(!)

Xingan's lip stud dropped, thus like that(!) But she's cute right? :D

(I helped xinyi & tsy to take their picture, cool right? I'm a photographer yo(!) BHB!)

Same kind of bond, same kind of love, & the same kind of caps(!)

This awesome pigs are gonna last forever, :D

- SUNDAY
I woke up at around 1 o'clock, bathed & prepare. Called xinyi, then met her downstairs her house. Went to amk hub, she finally have a phone of technology in the century of 21st. Wow, marvellous,! After meeting her, went to wait for bus. We missed two buses(!) as we were too engrossed seeing each other's phones. Bus-ed to amk hub, geraldine called me. Miss-ed call, i didn't heard the music blasting. So sorry okay, then i used xinyi's phone to call back. She's at mac with liqian. Went to find her for less than 5 minutes, & went off after that to amk hub. Called rkycia, asked her where were she. Meet her, michelle, & tsy after amk hub at bugis. Went to the basement, bought things to eat in the cab. Cabb-ed to Bugis, i paid one-quarter of the fare only(!) Wow, laughs. Then ate my sushi in the cab, wow we camwhored & it was funny can. After that reached bugis, went to sakae & met them. Chit chatted awhile, michelle went off thus left tsy, rkycia, xinyi & me. Went to walk around, Oh ya i didn't mentioned. I bought a same kind of pouch with xinyi(!) Bought it from wallet shop in bugis junction, haha(!) I wasn't left with much money, lucky my credit card still have some money. So i used my card, haha. :D Went to walk around, in M)phosis & I didn't found the flip flop i was looking for. Went around walking, decided to take neo-prints(!) Took neo-prints, we look so funny can. Awesome pigs in action yo,(!) After neo-printing, we camwhored followed by taking a look in this shop, called " Messy " . Rkycia & tsy bought the backpack, that i was also going to buy i think.(If Xinyi's buying) Cuz rkycia & tsy buy black color, i was preparing to buy grey. Cuz i think it suits me more, but i didn't bought it in the end. Then zhiyong came after that, oh ya(!) Then tsy, xinyi & me doesn't wants to be lightbulbs, thus we left them alone & went to have our dinner. Waved bye to them, & we went to food junction to eat. Alright, nice okay! The food there. Haha. =D
HAPPY 4 months zhiyong & rky ! Last even longer alright, :D

-Monday
Headed to school, at least i woke up on time(!) Went to prepare & reached school around 8 o'clock. Slacked there, and studied. At least i did studied right(!) Had mathematics test, hope i can top the class(!) Concentrated on geog today, quite boring for science lesson cuz i don't even understand a single bit(!) After school, went for judo training. Okay, its been ages since i last went. Quite tough, can say. & After judo training, i went to amk hub to find xinyi. Met her, & Went to ate our dinner, saw jueyin. Then went to k-pool & talk to jueyin awhile. She quite cute(!) Haha, saw monster they all there too. Then when slacking at staircase, at the food court there, walaooo. Monster pulled my hair, scold me si gina. Idiot sia, hahas. Xinyi's uncle sent me home, thanks for the ride! & People, i'm getting my sony camera soon(!) thanks mummy i love you !

that's all. hahas, i shall blog tomorrow or what. fucking tired, but just wanted to blog out. haha.

Everything's gonna change

2008-07-26T09:30:00.000-07:00

Alright, i zilian-ed with emosiao today quite much. (; Made my day today, thanks peepos. Around 3plus went to meet lanjiao bin, with Hairul & Taufiq. Then saw Xingan & orh jiao there. Then slack & played at arcade. Okay, quite happy. After that, zy went off. Xingan, Zhenxiang, Tsy, Kokhow, Xinni, Chunsen & me went to fish & co to eat. Quite happy, same like that time. Played the game of water again, this time was even more gross with chilli, magarine & all. Yuck it out, i didn't drank it, so did xingan & tsy. Poor thing lanjiao bin. Hohoho, then went off after that, went j8 had a haircut ! Oh gosh , i don't want go school lerrrrrrr lahhhh ! So not nice , but emosiao insist its nice omg . How ?! Help me ! After haircut went to eat ice-cream, & walk around. Went to mini-toons & get myself a hp strap cuz i spoilt one long ago. ! & Bought monkey with emosiao ;) Hehehs , nice day i got today. Tomorrow would be a shopping spree perhaps, with babydear ! Love her miss her ! That's all , i don't feel like posting anyway , i'm tired .

Chunsen, that distant emosiao which made my day. ;)

2008-07-26T08:05:00.000-07:00

I took quite many photos with my dearest emosiao, oh gosh i had a haircut ! Shit mansxz , i think it's ugly but emosiao thinks its nice yo ! ;) How sial ? I don't want go school lah! My hair sucks now! Had heart-to-heart talk with emosiao, at junction 8. (A secret place) Laugh, i'll post other things in a new post ! This post is for you lah, Teo Chun Sen ! Stop being emotional too, (;

2008-07-25T21:47:00.000-07:00

I'm lazy to post yesterday, real tired. Thus i called Jun Xiang lao lao lao kor post for me. I tell him anyhow post, LOL ! Alright , i'll not post any unhappiness in my blog anymore . & Oh ya , i forget to say something . Don't comment on my blog , thank you ! Ehs please lar hor , this is my blog , my rights so please shut yr mouth ! ;) Shanice didn't replied my msg , not sure if still meeting her or not . Watch Dark Knight already , so bored ! LOL, then now tsy'sister asked me want go watch or not. Xiala, watched once already ley ! LOL , But i want meet her , so most probably meeting yo ! & Lanjiao bin, Taufiq & Hairul . Hahars , my blog's not going to be emotional anymore yo ! Wow , jesmine might be closing her lip piercing ! Not sure , it's because of judo ! I'm afraid that when randori , or what the barbell kena ! , then i mati mansxz ! A million of thanks to Sharon laolao jie & Jun Xiang laolaolao kor ! , they gave me lots of advices , they're there for me when i needed them , thanks .! Alright , i just went to take a look at Geraldine's blog. She said about a bitch, i don't know who's that , well perhaps i misunderstood or what lah hor . I also don't want care already , & I can say i still love him ! But i won't snatch him away , last long ! I give you & him millions of blessings ! ;) I cut-ed for chunsen , cos he cut for me . Junxiang laolaolao kor cut for me, so honoured. Eh don't cut again ! ;) No more cutting yo ! Alright , end here then !

XIANG HERE

2008-07-25T08:50:00.000-07:00

JESMINE! pls wake up your ideas and all.. seriously... i know wadever i say is of no use.. but i dun mind wasting my energy saying and saying over and over again.. cos i wan u to wake up... serious.... even your PW oso got him... HOW THE **** u goin to forget abt him... haiz.. i oso.. i just cant forget abt her completely... and she smsed me ytd... i dunno wad she wan.... wan to let go or not??? i'm seriously ****ING confused... but seriously.. i still got A BIT of feeling for her!! HAIZ!!! i'm confused la... i dunno wad to do!!! haiz... tell me wad to do???

BUT U!!!! can u wake up to your sense??? he dun worth your love at all... there are so many better guys out there... why must u give up the whole forest cos of 1 tree?? why u wan to be a well frog? onli see tat small opening of the well? not seeing those ppl ard u.. who cared abt u? like me??? and your jie?? WE CARED ABT U!! SERIOUSLY!!

haiz.. i'm tired now... i goin sleep... i dunno wad to write oso.. not like u.. can write TILL SOOO SUPER LONG... i'm not so creative like u.. lol..

ok... i go offline already.. i go sleep le... nite....

CHEER UP!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-24T07:20:00.000-07:00

Alright, today was quite a day for me. Thanks okay, Junxiang laolaokor for saving my day! After school, went opposite school to wait for xiang. Then i did my homework, after that we went to basketball court, saw lots of familiar friends. Then slack-ed there, till 4 plus ehs . Then went to amk hub, watched Dark Knights wid zhihao bro, petrina couple, edwin, & xinyi babydear. Throughout the show, i give a rating of 7/10. :) Quite nice, but violent & scary yo. Joking & fooling around wid them, hehehs so funny can. I don't wish to talk more, :) That's all.

2008-07-23T05:51:00.001-07:00

Alright, confirmed! I'll be meeting Shanice this saturday! Looking much forward to it alright, its been ages since i last met her! Wow, i'm so elated that i'll be meeting her. :) Xinyi babydear, thanks. :) Alright i'll be going to school tomorrow confirmed! If not i'm gonna prepared to hear scoldings. Junxiang, you know my feelings? You tell me not to cut, you think got so easy! I know, cutting only refers to attention seekers but this time round it's really uncontrollable. That's why i resort to cutting, i'm sure you'll understand right? I will try to :), but i always will end up :(. Haisssssssssssss

2008-07-23T03:42:00.001-07:00

I'm sorry. & Ya , i know myself the most. I know what i'm doing is right or wrong. & Ya, i know i cut myself & it's absolutely wrong. But i choosen this choice myself, i know some people had cut for me too. Don't follow me, i know its wrong yet i choose to do it. It's because i know, i really need some time to forget him. Why are my posts all so emotional, thanks people for some talks to me. Thanks xinni that lanjiao bin, for lending me a shoulder to lean on. I guess i really need a break, i really need it. Perhaps, you guys are right. I'll forget him, i'll get better in time. & He's the only love, i want. But since i can't get him, why should i brood over this relationship. Why am i holding onto it, telling myself i can't bear to lose him when i had already lost him. Tell me why, i can't bear to give you up, i can't bear to let go of you, i can't bear to throw away those memories of you & me, i can't bear to stop loving you. Why must you torture me, i really hate myself for loving you deeply. The letter i wrote for you, why must you tear it away after reading. Not that i'm jealous you're together with her. I give you my blessings, but i'm really asking myself why i asked for break in the very first place. Ya, it's my fault. I really hate myself, for breaking down daily just because of you.

Didn't went to school today, having stomach cramps.

Sigh, didn't went for judo again.

Oh my, i think i'll get scolding!!!

Help me!

2008-07-22T07:37:00.001-07:00

Alright, i didn't did any much today. As usual lessons went out, okay i'm seriously unhappy with my results of science class test ( failed by one mark ) what the fuck(!) First period was Maths, everything went on smoothly & i can cope with the topics quite alright now. After maths was science, alright i don't understand a single bit gosh. I don't understand anything, at all(!) After science was recess, alright i ate & thanks kahsiang my dearest alibaba gaypartner, He gave me a $10 note, & He told me to buy 3 bottles of Ice Lemon Tea, & 2 Bottles of Ice Peach Tea. & the change he gave me eh(!) Hahaha, thanks for the 2 bottles of ice peach tea yo(!) Went for media studies, dozed off but Mr Robin didn't caught me. After media studies was art, pretty fun today(!) First time, i heard someone saying art was fun(!) After Art was chinese period gosh(!) No mood all the way, reasons ya have. After that, cried during lunch. Don't ask why , thankyou. After all the lessons, went amk there with ahger, willabelle and chunsen to makan. Came back to school, slacked @ central staircase there. Okay, my water all drooled to Alfred's painting yo(!) After that went to met xingan after her netball training then we went to find xinyi @ her school. Bus-ed to amk hub, & swapped! 2 Deals already(!) Claps* for Jesmine, nah just joking. Erms alright then, after that went to eat dinner @ food court. Alright, we seem so gross. & Yea , we vomited water plus food out. (!!!) We played a game, scissors paper stone, odd one out shall drink the water(!) & Guess what's the water's ingredients yo(!) Its, vomited out vegetables, clam, chilli, sausage, plasters(!) Gosh, its so grosssssss. Heh, we laughed our hearts out alright! Xingan & Me Hi-5 again yo(!) & I forgotten, mixed with aloe vera peach, has the flavour of peach(!) Alright, we ain't that gross to even eat up those ingredients(!)

Lanjiao bin, seriously thanks fr being here & thr fr me. I really love you lots, thanks fr cheering me up. Thanks fr lending me a shoulder to lean, thank you very much. Seriously if you tell me to forget him now, you know i can't. & I'm trying really very hard to forget him, but i really can't/. I know when time passes, memories of him will be cleared of from my mind i know i can do that. But give me sometime, i really am breaking down. Nobody knows how i'm feeling, seriously nobody knows. I lost contact w/. that guy, just to patch w/. him. I was too naive to trust him when he told me he still love me, perhaps that's called puppy love. Perhaps, i'm too naive , tianzhen. Maybe i can't forget him now, but i believe day by day if i stop thinking i will forget. But i seriously, fucking don't want to see him. Seeing him really makes me have the cutting temptations. It's been ages since i last cut, you should know i usually says cutting doesn't solve the problems. But this time round, i really want to cut though cutting doesn't solve any problem. Girl, please stop talking to me & the best concern you can give me, is to leave me alone. Tell him not to appear in front of me, & don't talk to me. I appreciate that very much okay. & I really broke down, when Hairul tell me you also cut i really can't stand it! Why am i so idiotic, why am i so dumb, why am i so evil. Lanjiao bin, why cuz of me you cut. SIAOOOOOOO ! Not worth it alright, don't cut anymore. I can't promise you i'll stop cutting but i can promise you if there's any troubles or problems, i'll tell you kay. Don't worry for me, i cry is really uncontrollable. Take good care of yrself sweet one. You're my lanjiao bin forever & ever.

HAPPY 13TH YEAR OLD LANJIAO BIN! :)

ONE YR OLDER LERRRRRR ! TK'CARE OF YRSELF MANSX !

I LOVE YOU FOREVER, & EVER. <3

Ahger, i don't wannt lose you. You're one of my closest friend, i don't want to lose you over small matters...
Xingan, thanks fr being here fr me. [:

2008-07-21T20:06:00.000-07:00

Alright, confirm i'm having fever. So hot outside yet so cold inside. Oh my god, & Shanice wawa, oh my god it's gonna be true! I'll want to see dad & you having 10yrs anni! :) I know i sound absolutely crazy, but its cuz i want to see it & i'm looking forward to yr even, 1 yr anni! :D Hahah, I'm seriously looking forward to meet Shanice this coming saturday, its been ages since i last met her! Hmm, i think the last time i met her was during december holidays! Oh gosh, almost 8 months! Hahaha, i'm currently having media studies in the room, so i have some spare time to blog now. Oh gosh, i have eye blacks, ohhhhhhh :( HOWHOWHOW?! & Lessons went on smoothly, didn't get caught for me lips, xingan also didn't got caught. :) I've been sleeping!!! Ohhhhhhh shit me mansxxx. Alright that's all, meeting babydear later on. I want eat pepper lunch again yo. :) Blog again tonight! Bye babes & dudes!

2008-07-21T08:16:00.000-07:00

Wow, i realised my lip piercing is fucking obvious oh gosh. But never mind, cuz it can be hiden already. [: Hi-5 Rkycia Xingan. (:

Teo chunsen, I agree with you absoulutely. Why like love bring our emo-siao r/s down? Why love make us fall into a trap, & quarrel? Glad we know that it's a trap yo. (: I hope love won't let us drift & quarrel, again. Never ever, fuckoff for those people who wants to break our emo-siao r/s up. Glad we're back like what we were, if not i won't forgive them. & Yeah, you're one whom i can trust now. EMOSIAO YOU LIKE TO SCARE PEOPLE! TODAY SCARE XINGAN. BABYDEAR. ZHIYONG & ME @ THE STAIRCASE AH. VERY FUN IS IT! PHUCK YOU MAN!

Boy you ain't that hiong okay. Sky's even more hiong than you, i believe. I lost contact with sky, because of you. & Ya, i know i didn't cherished you in the past, but i'm already sacrificing a lot for you. But now you didn't want to cherish me, well it's okay. I believe as time passes by, i can forget you. &I know i can./

Lanjiao bin, thanks alot. Iloveyoukays. You're one that i can trust with all my secrets in yr brain. You also cheer up, i believe ya guys ain't worth our tears. Perhaps i really can't forget him as i'm trying real hard but well it's alright. Cuz i know as time passes by, my memories with him will fade off from my mind, it will never be a sweet memory for me...

2008-07-21T07:22:00.000-07:00

I'm seriously not in the mood to type anything out, but aiya since i'm bored i just type out. I didn't went to school today, not in the mood to go for school cuz i know i will be like friday, crying out & telling jazreel lesbo every of my feelings. I prefer that, no one knows about my feeling & i'm alone. That's pretty good, i can imagine. Cutting is the best, but those people told me not to cut. & Those people are pretty important to me, Lanjiaobin`Babydear`Xingan`Emosiao`Darling`Junxiang`Sharonjie`Ahger`Willabelle and more. I can't imagine what's happening in my life now. I'm really very depressed, why not i just go out to those normal roads and let the cars bang me. I think its pretty exciting & fun. Well, Sometimes i just can't forget you. People pls understand, thanks. I'm really trying real hard to forget him, so long never cut already, so long never cry out so loud, so long never cry infront of teacher, so long never emo in class, so long never! Sigh, maybe i should just die, stop torturing me. Please avoid me, don't let me see you please. I really thank you if you never appear in my life, cuz i know i'll be happier. But what to do, its fate. Perhaps fate made us ain't meant to be, but i don't blame fate. We're just not meant. Perhaps you will be happier with her, go ahead & last long. I hope you, won't hurt him, thank you very much. After school ends, i went opposite school to meet Rkycia xingan, Xinyi babydear, Chunsen emosiao, Michelle zuiai, Tracy darling, Zhiyong there. & slacked around @ the bus-stop till like almost one hour, saw many familiar faces around. Oh my gosh, tomorrow i'll be in trouble, i guess. Well never mind, since my father allows. [: Cool man, my father allows piercings too. (: After slacking around, saw sooguan. Well, as usual he teased around again. Then ya i saw him, i saw her too but i didn't talk to her. Ahger & Willabelle was like cheering me up , thanks. Then yea, went to amk hub, had pepper lunch & after which we went to walk around amk hub till around 7. Then emosiao went off, cabbed down rky's house. Then slacked awhile, so funny xia. Rky & me was like playing with our stud, hoping the teachers won't catch us. She was taking out her ball on the stud, which i didnt dare though i pierced earlier than her. She managed to took out the ball, then she tried taking out the stopper and barbell, took out & she managed to put back. Wow, its so lucky. I tried too, also can! Then xingan & me was like, keep on Hi-5 ! :D Heheh , so happyyyy, [: Look @ our childish conver, babydear & me.

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
WHAT ME AGN?!

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
WHAT IS THIS MANSXZ.

Jesmine says:
HAHAHAHHHHHH/ YOU'REALLY AHLIANWHATT

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
Kuku siols.

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
Ahlian lar.

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
LIP PIERCING SMRE.

Jesmine says:
Yeahs you lur, eyebrow tongue smileyyy

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
LIP MORE LIAN LEA.

Jesmine says:
eyebrow more liaan

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
Like real/.

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
ANYHOOOOOOW.

Jesmine says:
REALLY LORRRR, WHR GOT ANYHOW

Jesmine says:
SEE MYPM, I GONNA CHANGE

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
-.-

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
KUKUKUKU~~

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
KUKUKU!!!

Jesmine says:
HEHEHEH idc. you more ahlian lur

Jesmine says:
ppl will know you have all this piercings!!

Jesmine says:
cuz my pm, wohoho

XiiiinYii-EE{: ,says:
No one will read.

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
BOOOOO, !

Jesmine says:
hahah

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
kiddd , Sounds weird.

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
THAT FAGGOT

Jesmine says:
LOL!!!

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
HAHHAS

Jesmine says:
YOU REALLY MORE AHLIAN LUR

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
NOOOOOO

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
YOU MANSXZ.

Jesmine says:
REALLY LAR, SERIOUSLY YOU MRE AHLIAN

Jesmine says:
YOU MRE WUJI EHHH

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
SUMPA YOU MORE LIAN

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
I WUJI ? NONO

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
YOU MORE WUJI LEA

Jesmine says:
SUMPA GUA JI GUA LAMPA YOU MORE LIAN

Jesmine says:
I WHR GOT WUJI , EYEBROW I ALSO SCARE LEA

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
SIA LA.

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
LIAN SAY PEOPLE LIAN

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
BUT THN YOU PIERCE LIP LEA>

Jesmine says:
BUT YOU PIERCE EYEBROW AND SMILEY LEA

Jesmine says:
I DONT DARE LEA!

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
LIP LEA

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
LIIIIIIP LEA

Jesmine says:
lol i bwg. but you rly more lian

Jesmine says:
its the fact mansx dear

Jesmine says:
accept the reality !

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
Seriously , you're more lian

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
SERIOUSLY LAR.

Jesmine says:
I SERIOUSLY, HEREBY SAY JESMINECHEW AIN'T ANY AHLIANS OUTSIDE THE STREET. LIAUXINYI IS.

Jesmine says:
LIAUXINYI'S AN AHLIAN, THAT SCOLDS THOSE VULGARITIES OUTSIDE THE STREET,

Jesmine says:
& HER MANNERISM SUCK, LIKE THOSE GANGSTERS OUTSIDE

Jesmine says:
GANGSTERISM MANNERS.

Jesmine says:
JESMINECHEW AINT ANY LIANS [:

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
O_O

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
YOU're DEFINITELY A LIAn.

XiiiinYii-EE{: , says:
WHN PEOPLE STARES AT YOU , VULGARITIES START T COME OUT.

Jesmine says:
heheh im not. & I HEREBY SAY XINYI'S DEFINATELY MORE LIAN. NO POINT DENYING NOR ARGUEING, CUZ ITS THE FACT.

Jesmine says:
EVERYONE AGREESSSS W ME :D

Funny?! :D She's more lian. (:

2008-07-20T08:48:00.000-07:00

Didn't went to ton, fell asleep & I had fever. Xingan told me to tk'care. :P Then sorry lur, i go sleep. Sleep till around 2pm ! Pig eh me, yeahs i dead pig! :P Then go shower and prepare, then wanted to meet babydear actually, but she say she don't want to go out today so she stay @ home then i also stay @ home till 6plus. Ahger called me, i went to meet her @ opposite sku. Heart-talk w/. ahger. Thanks fr cheering me up sweet. :D Loves, then willabelle babysis came & we walked across bishanpark, went to somewhere near blk 332 amk there to had our dinner. Willabelle & Ahger keep making me laugh, when the fact is that they know when i laugh its painful! Purposely lur they all! Then i laugh till my lip so pain,swollen. But not really that bad actually. :P So tomorrow i'll be bringing plasters to sku. So yea, then after eating we went to slack then went home. Tomorrow's sch, & Judo training. It's been ages since i went fr judo training, but it was really decreasing my like fr judo. Perhaps changing cca next yr, considering. That's all. Bye everyone, & I realised i have yuennfen w/. sharon jie! [; same blogskin, & swear we didn't planned it! [;

2008-07-20T08:34:00.001-07:00

Seriously, a very big thanks to all people who had cheer-ed me up. But someone's not here, for me & that's mine emosiao. Perhaps i'm too selfish for love, but what to do? Love is selfish, i only want him to be happy. & The only thing that can make him happy, is she to accept him. He scolded me, just cuz my gans had scolded her. But mine gans are just caring for me, concerning for me. Never mind, he had misunderstood, he's beginning to hate me/. It's okay, i can't do anything. I don't want to explain cuz i think it's no use. I still can't get you back here, I regret but too late. I didn't cherished you in the past, its mine fault & now i want you back, which is impossible. Girl i hope you'll accept him, thanks. Last long & Make it a hot love, forever love. Don't hurt him, cuz i'll hate you.

Lanjiao bin, thanks fr yr post on the blog. Thanks fr being here fr me when i'm down. Thanks fr cheering me up, thanks for everyth you did. I luv you kays, hoxinni thanks. Thanks fr being by my side. Luv you xinni :P Thanks seriously, wow i realised something. At first we were enemies, then we became friends then back to enemies then finally lanjiao bin & cheebye bin. I swear we won't have tiffs again, alright? Be mine lanjiao bin forever cans? [: Happy 2 months soon! 010608 , i love you kays !
Rky'XIA xingan ! It's been ages since we'd any outings. [: & Finally, we're like before. Together the pigs outing! Black pig, Golden pig, White pig, & Dead pig. Walauuuu, always say me dead piiig want ley you pigs ! Heheh, had a great time yeahs. [: & I hope the pigs wouldn't drift any further. [: Tsy, Xinyi, Rkycia, & Jesmine, the pigsssssssss loveeeee ! [:
Xinyi babydear, Wow time flies i realised ! Almost going to our 2nd month right? [: Had been tonning @ yr house , it's like been a hobby or a must to ton @ yr house during weekends yo? :D I meant it when i say, i want our babydear r/s to be forever. [: I shall be yr baby & you shall be mine dear! I love you kays!~ Thanks seriously, fr being here & thr fr me. Giving me tons of advices, thanks! Iloveyouuuuuuuuuuu1314.
Shiying Sister yo, ! Heheh, though we just know each other thanks fr everything too! Thanks fr yr concern, yr jokes when i'm down, yr advices. [: Asking me whether if i'm alright. Told me not to care anymore. Thanks! Loveeeeeeee yeaaa!

SHARON YUENNFEN JIE, THANKS FR CHEERING ME UP. SERIOUSLY A BIG THANKS. THANKS KAY, DON'T WORRY. l: IF I NEED SOMEONE, I'LL TEXT YOU OR EVEN CALL YOU. :P LOVEEE !
Zhihaobro, thanks too. & You're going to be fine! I know who you love, i know okay. Others want to think crooked-ly, nvm. But i know you really love her! I'kn you have forgotten tat girl! Okay, cheer up bro!

2008-07-19T09:06:00.000-07:00

hello, hais. perhaps we ain't meant to be, that's why we're not fated to patch. its okay, if you love her you can tell me cuz i will really try to help you. All the best to you, tk'cares... Ton-ed ystd, went bugis met tsy and kok how after sku. w/. xinyi babydear we bus to bugis, met them then slack awhile, then smokesmoke, go bugis st find out about nape piercing and eyebrow piercing. xinyi babydear say she know how to help ppl pierce lip, i gave it a try. [: i'm the first person whom she helped to pierce, wow i am so lucky that nothing happened. Thing went on smoothly, but in the process she suddenly told me cant pierced through, i was lky so scared cansss. In the end she managed to help me, okay in my opinion lips piercing is painful than tongue. tongue is just numb, but lip is like swollen you know. soooo scary.. then go esc lanshop awhile. then babydear went home first. then slacked till arnd 3plus w/. tsy then go babydear house. slpt till 8plus 9. went rky's house, ate lunch then bus to amk hub, walk around, saw minghao and ahger. [: hehehs, then took cab to queensway. bought quite lots of piercing things, tsy and rky. pierced lip by babydear. rky's one was scary, at first poked through v fast, then ltr go toilet wash rinse that time , th barbell dropped, wtfs. thn repierced! eeeee, then tsy also pierce le but in the end mom told her to took out so she took out. then we went slack arnd amk hub, tsy go home. alright, ltr going meet rky and zy, they all then go slack arnd and ton. byeee.

2008-07-18T06:07:00.000-07:00

Yeah, you guys are right. I was wrong to put too much hope in it today. Hais, nvmmmm. Now i've learnt something. Let nature take its course, if we're fated we'll be together again one day. Thanks, jazreel that wonderful lesbo of mine counselling me, thanks seriously. & Chunsen that emosiao of mine too, for making my smiles, dearest ahger & willabelle babysis. [: Sharon jie & Junxiang that pengyou too! Thanks everyone! & Mark that cheebye idiot, go cut his hand till so deep! SIAOOOO!

2008-07-17T07:50:00.001-07:00

I just changed my blogskin, after searching it like almost about 1 hour?! Anyway, i'm really deeply in love with him. No doubt, thanks. & he's mine so step aside thankyou. Wow, i forgotten. I'm searxhing for blogskin since about 9pm! Guess what, i'm looking for baby's favourite cartoon blogskin, mickey mouse. But they weren't nice, so sorry! But i love himhimhim, weiquan iloveyous!~ Hehhh, see how good am i! Searching for th blogskin specially for him , but so saddd ! :{ that i didn't found any nice ones. :[

2008-07-17T05:58:00.001-07:00

Nothing much today, feeling quite down. Lessons went on as usual, Maths was quite slacking as Mrs Seah wasn't around. English lesson was quite boring, slept for the last 25 minutes, followed by recess. After that was geog, wow the class test i'm prepared to get disappointed cus i anyhow did it. Oh my gosh, how?! Never mind, just hope i pass it, after that was cca period/. Had games followed by gym session. Gym session was slacking session mansxz, i didnt did any sets at all > P/S: lazy. :X Heheh, then after that was cdt. Went to meet willabelle babysis after cdt. Went to art room, wow surprisingly i did my art?! I did it, nothing much left to be done! Literature work i can't be bothered with it, paiseh. I did a little at least yea. Then went to watch baby play soccer. HE IS COOL CAN. I love him i love him i love him, three times & i really meant it. Rasyikah say slap only lar, but i don't want. Give her face, & I don't want to quarrel with baby. I reallylove him lots after quite a number of things happening. Knowing how we began knowing each other i'll also laugh. Thinking how he piggyback-ed me and say im fat. hey im not fat k!, you're heavier than me baby. (: I think i should say the truth now, we're actually fake couple for 1day then everything became real. I love him alot, really alot. Breakdown today, once again. Infront of quite a number of ppl. wtf. I regretted asking you for break in the past. i'm not gonna ask you fr break again if we patch. i swear i wont ask, i love you deeply. I'm deeply in love with you, HWQ IS MINE, STEP ASIDE LAR GIRLS! Songhan told me about the day , ouverve concert. I'm sorry for the past, can we start afresh fr everything/? I swear i only love you, don't doubt my love for you cos iloveyou. last time you cried for me, im sorry. now its mine turn to cry for you > sorry. Aiya, its all the past! Look ahead of our future, i want an everlasting love with you! Let's start afresh and forget every bad memories! I will know the answer, tomorrow. I ONLY WANT YOU, YOU & ONLY YOU HWQ. I'M DEEPLY IN LOVE W/ YOU I SWEAR. FORGET EVERYTHING IN THE PAST, & LOOK AHEAD OF OUR FUTURE BABY. I WANT AN EVERLASTING LOVE W/ YOU MY DEAR. ONCE AGAIN I'M SORRY FOR TH PAST & ITS ALL OVER FOR BAD MEMORIES. NOW WHATEVER IN THE FUTURE, I HOPE THERE'S ONLY SWEET MEMORIES. ILOVEYOU. VERYVERYMUCH, I CAN GURANTTEE NOW.

SLUTS PLEASE KINDLY FXCKOFF, FLIRT W/. OTHER GUYS FOR ALL YOU WANT.
BUT DON'T EVER HONG MINE, THANKS.
STEP ASIDE, CUS HE BELONGS TO ME.
ILOVEHIMDEEPLY, I SWEAR FOR ZILLIONS OF PERCENT.

HWQ YOU'RE MINE.
I HOPE WE CAN RESTART OUR LOVE, AND LET THIS R/S BE AN EVERLASTING ONE.
BE THE R/S THAT PEOPLE ENVY, LAST R/S IN OUR LIFE.
I LOVE YOU BABY, REALLY VERY MUCH.
I SWEAR YOU'RE THE ONLY GUY IN MINE MIND NOW, & FOREVER.
LET THIS BE THE HOTTEST LOVE, BABYILOVEYOU{deeply}.
THE ANSWER TOMORROW SHALL BE A {ILOVEYOU} ! LOVELOVELOVEHWQ.

a big big thanks to willabelle babysister, for everything.
she cheered me up, very much.
she adviced me lot, she accompanied me wait for baby.
she's really a best sister, thanks everything sweet.
tmr you accompany me again to talk to baby again okay!
i love you sister!

2008-07-16T08:02:00.000-07:00

P/s: Ilovemybabysis.
Willabelle, though i only know you for not a long period. But i seems to be so close to you, telling you all my troubles, you seemed like i've known you for a period of time. Thanks for your advices babysis. I really thank you alot. You really knocked out some senses of me. I already asked him for patch, what more can i do. I can't do anything already. & I won't be bothered wasting my time scolding sluts. People may think i'm th one who is in wrong. Let them think, it's okay. I don't want to care about what others think about me anymore, just so long that i know dearest ahger and you are here for me. Really thanks both of you for waking me up. Babysis, i love you! Thanks for your advice, thanks! Babysisters forever, <3 Since i've asked him for patch, i will just wait for the answer. I won't rush him anymore, i'll wait for his answer. & I hope i'll be like last time, so cheerful. How i wish i could, & Yea thanks lots sweet girls. Dearest ahger thanks too!

To third party:
He told me not to scold you anymore.
Are you happy? You should be happy now what.
Hello, if you're sad what am i?
I might lose the guy i love, & lose you.
Breakdown? If you breakdown, then what i do?
I go commit suicide ah? =="
My trust for you really faded real lots, cus of this matter.
Alright, put all blame on me ah? Yea, i'm th wrong one in this ah?
If other ppl, they also will react like this de. You think yrself.
You know how i feel de, cos i once told you what's my feelings.
Go do some reflection of yrself, go ask willabelle they all about me lar
They also know i breakdown, you think you breakdown, i don't breakdown?\
Ask the rest lar, i breakdown infront of teachers, infront of classmates, infront of everyone.
I can't stand all these nonsense anymore, i need a break.

2008-07-16T06:36:00.000-07:00

I love you, really do love you.
Jesmine loves Weiquan.
Be mine once more, just once more will you?
You're in my mind, every moment.
I guess i don't need to explain much, i know my own feelings can already. :)
Be beside me, for the rest of my life boy.
Since i'm the first girl you piggyback-ed, let me be th first girl to hold yr hands, hug you tightly & never let go will you? I want to be yr girl, forever.

To thirdparty:
Eh ger, i'm really giving you loads of face. I never had wrote yr name openly before, never ever. I'm really letting you off so easily, seriously. Mai step one lian infront of me! & He already tell me to stop scolding you, happy already? You must be very happy that he's caring for you right? Don't make me go mad, don't force me! JIHONGGGGG. I'm being very nice by not putting yr name openly. So pls, there's limit for everything. Don't go over th limit ger. Outside got so many boys, why flirt with mine! Since you have so many kors, so many boys to contact with, don't flirt with mine! Seriously don't. & Someone's loving you so deeply, you should know who is it! He's really a good guy, why can't you give him a chance! He's been hurt by you so many times! Stop yr nonsense ger!

Thanks Willabelle babysis, Dearest Ahger, Sharon jie, Junxiang that friend & Chunsen emosiao. :)
Seriously thanks for cheering me up, at least you guys made my day. :)
Don't worry for me, i'll not cut also! :D
I ain't emokia ! Heheh.

Okay, i forgotten to say something. :X
Yesterday, Went inside Mayflower Sec, went into the canteen.
Wow, marvellous. Eyes were all staring at me, i'm so scared. :X
Lol, Saw Xiaocorrupt. Chat awhile, & That's all.
Went to help babydear do her homework under void deck.
Chunsen went off, & I went off soon. IMISSBABYDEARRR.

Today nothing much happened, didn't went for judo training.
I had tuition, wow. ^^
Walked around amk hub with zahira, dearest ahger, & willabelle babysis.
Had a fun time, > :)
I wished you were with me, right now.

Hold me tight & never let me go, will you?

Wow, Megan lovey!> :}
16o7o8, iloveyou! Heheh, muacks!

2008-07-15T06:29:00.000-07:00

Hello girl ah, you're such a hypocrite! Follow ahger dearest's phrase, " Fuck Off From My Life Ah! " I seriously am so disappointed in you, time & time i trusted you but time by time my trust for you faded. Okay, am too fedup. Don't xialan, paiseh my mood ain't that good. A tight slap is just a moment away, i'm really stressed out. Everyones saying about my love life. So what's the problem now sials? Outsiders, please keep your mouth shut if you don't know anything. Third party, i don't know what you want. Why in front of me, tell me to forget him tell me he's not worth. Then behind my back, talk to him till so close? Yeah, i admit i'm jealous. I tends to get jealous easily right, people close to me should know. & You're like still talking so close to him, i don't know what you want. Maybe you see us not patching up, you're so happy. Do you know that there's one guy waiting for you, it's been months okay & you hurt him once & once again. Why so jihong? I give you face, never write down yr name openly if not yr name confirm smelly. Stfu, & Get lost in my life. Can't you just leave our relationship alone? Why ask me whether we patch already or not, is that your problem? Oh you told me you were just asking, out of concern? HYPOCRITE SIOL. Okay, i don't know lar. Just count yrself lucky, seriously. Bo wei gong, cos you guilty mahs!Yeah lar, go tell him to tk a look in my blog alrights? {: Go tell lar hor, i already tell Mark about my blog. You want say what, you say bah.

Mark that lanjiaoboy so funny sial! I harrassed him today!:D He told me, in front of Mr Retnam he shouted like a mad one ^^ , Heheh. Thanks lar thanks lar. :) & People out there, Mark ain't flirt, Mark ain't a hongster worsh. :D That time i joking , lols ! XP So yeah, Mark I helped you hor. Don't say i make yr name smelly again. {:
Weiquan, maybe that time seriously i hurt you? I don't know, what i can say is i'm sorry. Sorry for the past, i already swear i won't be the one asking for break already. &You're still talking to the third party. Yeah, i told you ler i'm JEALOUS. Why i'm jealous, cos i love you! Maybe you wouldn't believe me anymore, but i can say i love you. Believe me or not, that's yr trust to me. If you trust me, then believe me when i say iloveyou, cus i really meant what i said. If you don't want to patch, just tell me the truth, don't give me fake hopes cus i really don't wish to lose you time by time. Remembered what you said last time, asking me in friendster comment, " Would you be mine for the rest of your life? " Now, i'm 100% sure my answer would be yes. I want you to be mine, forever. ETERNITY. Perhaps i shall give you more time, to think... Weiquan iloveyou,

Sky i'm deeply sorry. Okay, sky sent me a msg that i didn't wanted to reply. Cos i know whatever i reply he will be hurt. But, i really thank him for all his understandings & blessings.
This's what he sent,
" You may think i was playing all the while, but now that you've moved on, i can't force myself to lie to you anymore, hate me all you want, i really do love you that's why i choose to ignore you, cause i choose to make you leave me, cause i know i can't bring you happiness, and to me loving someone is to bring her happiness, hais. Since i can't do it, i ain't fit to love you. Sorry for all those nightmares i didn't know it would happen. Sorry for everything. Last long with weiquan alrights. Promise me now, lessen those tears of yours. You look nicer smiling, even if your hair is messy. I'll be gone by next week. That's a truth you gotta accept. (: Move on my love. "

& What i replied him was, " Weiquan & Me haven't patch, but i love him. Sorry, do takecare. "

Okay, i was crying all the way when i type all these words Sky sent to me. Alright, i'll move on. Weiquan, say you love me, is it so difficult? I want you, to be mine forever.

& Seriously thanks everyone for cheering me up,
especially sharon jie, chunsen emosiao & nellie. :)
big thanks to them. weiquan i really love you.

2008-07-14T15:13:00.000-07:00

Third party, treat it as i beg you can?
In front of me, you act like "My dear i'll always be here for me"
Then now, what sials? Keep talking to him, then tell me about him.
Stop it lar! Tell me for what, we're alr having problems. You still put in yr blog what he comment you. Go tell him what i wrote in my blog lar! Wtf, fxcking dulan now. I alr very good by not writing down yr names can. Stop acting innocent lea! Pls, for goodness sake. You continue telling me about what he do to you, say "fkyou" to you. Saw him at hub, ==" Pls lar hor! Don't need you to tell me lar dey!!! I swear i'll hate you, if you continue like this. I know you will see my blog for sure, see lar hor! This post is for u!, you know who're you.

I still love you, like before my dearest boy.
When i saw you in school, i ran away.
When i see you, i won't stop seeing you.
Hais, patch?
You say you love me still, then why like that!?

Fxckoff bitch, he is mine!

2008-07-13T07:18:00.000-07:00

Went over Babydear's house to ton, okay the blogshop of mine haven't even made a single cent. But mostly swaps, oh gosh. Support pls ppl. Went bugis with willabelle babyjie, ahger funny one, xinyi babydear, zixian tat idiot, and cs emosiao. Walked around, had lots of fun. Okay, cs that pervert! Idiot lar, i hope th songka picture is for his need ah! Rahhhhhhhhh, he hit till my boobs! Wack him ppl! Just joking, but he really did. But i kicked his xiaodidi back too. So yea, an eye for an eye. Enjoyed myself very much, okay then dam funny lar hor! Bus-ed back to amk to eat dinner, then got one auntie keep looking at us, cus cs and me playing. Then when we board off the bus, ahger, willabelle, cs, zixian and me shouted "KUA LANJIAO UH!" LOL! So funny mansx, i heard babyjie's voice clearly, ! :D Xinyi babydear so cute seh!, cus they dare her to go down the bus, she really went down. So she walked to th coffee shop to meet us, ahger and me was lky keep on dao cs, so funy! we pei babyjie to th bustop cus she gtg ler. Then we went back to th coffee shop, omgosh. guess what, babydear ordered sharks fin. $20. hohoho, thanks mansx!(: We were lky, so shocked mansxczx. She spend money lky using tap water uh!:D Then we went on a spree in shengsiong supermarket, so funny lurs. Okay ,that's all for yesterday. Bidded goodbye to dearest ahger & willy babyjie. (: had really fun time with them, thn today wokeup arnd afternoon 12 plus. Babydear's mother ordered pizzahut for us, wahhhs. so full lurs, ate 3 pieces of pizza, my favourite hawaiiannn. :D Thanks again.! Then we went back to my house, tk th bebe top for swapping. Went amk hub to meet the buyer. Then we swapped, so yeah. Then walked around amk hub, bought a headband and clips. (: that's all babe and dudes. tomorrow's gonna be a tired day again with judo training, nvm im not the appointed captain. but i hope my captain will be a good onee. :D

I regretted,

2008-07-11T08:49:00.000-07:00

Okay, today was quite fun,!:) Ponn-ed school again, overslept. Gosh, :C Woke up around 11.30am. So there's still time for me to shower and wash up. After that, used the computer for a short while. Went to meet Jazreel`Lesbian at prime. Went to prima deli to buy some waffles. After buying all the things we wanted, we cab-ed back to school. Cus we're lazy to take bus, :C Went for judo training, theory manszxcxszx. Headache bodoh, (no offence) then finally randori. But was like for only 2 rounds of randori i played. Fought with Liling`Mummy & Enwei. Gosh, Enwei throwed me like nobody's business. :X Okay, after training i went to opposite school. Emo there, :] Listened to "Everytime we touch", wow i dropped tears. Went to tell Yanfeng i got to go already, cus ahger called me. Then saw Chunsen`Emosiao at basketball court there, then he ask me whether if i'm going to meet ahger&willabelle`babyjie then i say yeah. Then we went to meet the both of them together. Walked through bishan park. Okay, slacked with ahger&willabelle`babyjie ,! So funny mansxczxs had a great time with them yosczzxczxcszxxx! Ate dinner with them. (: Then walked home with Willabelle`babyjie through bishan park. I seriously love my babyjie & ahger lots,! Tomorrow meeting chunsen, willabelle and ahger to bugis,! (: lovethemmansxxczxdsxcxxzzz! :D Okay, that's all.

Okay you say you still love me. Okay, the real reason i broke with you , now you should know. I don't know what you're thinking. Yea, after we break i admit i'm still thinking of you. If not i won't be bothered to reply yr msges and i won't be bothered to msg you. I don't know what you want. Maybe you think i'm playing you, you want to play me back? Its fine lahs, hais but i want you to know, I STILL LOVE YOU BOYYY.

2008-07-10T07:50:00.000-07:00

Zixian looks so gay!:D

Fkyou! Heheh!

Thought there was judo training today during cca period, in the end nope there wasn't. but the gi is needed. :X i slept for the whole english lesson till the bell rung. ZhihaoBro woke me up. After Morning assembly went for Maths lesson. Didn't really focus-ed th past 2 lessons of maths. I focused today, managed to catch up. Aftermath, was english sleeping period!:D Then followed by recess. Hurried my geography research, then sigh of relief. how skk am i. !:D then went to eat. wow, ate till ahhu come scold me. idiot sials, i just eat ley, how fast you expect me to eat. i'm not like you bodohs. lol then went for geog lesson focused too. didnt really understand in the beginning then later understood. wow, i'm stl a geog rep?! lol, so honoured, mr ng recommended. :D then after geog was cca period. okok lar, then cdt. went to the canteen to slack. xinyi babydear came to meet me,! walked to the bus-stop, saw ahger, :D then she pei us walk bishan park go find zixian. reached mayflower sec, got a guy called andy or endy. idk lars, asked for my number. lols, pretty shocked. eeee, didnt gave him. heard from babydear he's a sec4 basketballer. how cool it was mansx. then slacked outside mfps. then ahger went home, she say i very cute,! ilovehermansx. then babydear, me and zixian bused to amk hub, saw zhiheng's bro, chit chatted. then he went off. then babydear and zixian so funny, keep on talking till so loud, public disgrace mansx!:X i so guai, sit down there diam diam , listen to their nonsense. :S then went breadtalk, bought bread. went food court ate and slack-ed. babydear ate, then zixian and me thr keep disturbing say she eating shit or whatsoever. so funny, we laughed, and i laughed all the way till i lack of oxygen! Si Zi Xian ! LOL , was freaking angry ! He used the lighter put at my hair ley ! Burnt abit at th tip of my hair, wanted to burn his cus an eye for an eye. in the end never, but he owe me ren qing ! :D 10 ren qing, he helped me carry bag which makes him look so gay. so now left 9 renqing. zixian uhs, i will not let you go so easily, tortures uh! hahs! Judo training tomorrow, going slp ler. Anyway, i just opened a new blogshop. Support pls!

Http://www.crazyshop-pers.blogspot.com

2008-07-09T06:05:00.000-07:00

OKAYOKAY, AIN'T IN ANY MOOD TO TALK. _I_ RetardedIdiots mansx,! Biggggg fxck,! ==" Sorry, i'm really fed up. BPS Judokas lost, but we lost with pride. I know you guys did yr best, good try at least. :) Cheer up cus it ain't gonna be yrs fault. Oh i'm insane. Gonna do my homeworks later on, geography research & descriptive writing.

Went for temperature taking, so funny. I talk eeeee-orh eeeee-orh want, but don't know why teachers never find out about my tongue piercing, even more good!:) Okay, after temperature taking we went for our history lesson at the library annex. Did focus, at least managed to understood what Miss Chen's talking. Went for PE after that, played games. Since they wanted to play rough, i shall play with them. Chiong all the way in captain's ball. Got a new girl in our class, too competitive so we didn't actually liked her very much.(no offence) Then after PE went for our recess, didn't ate anything. Went for F&N, made bandung. Aftermath theory all the way, i was so power. I didn't slept, but nearly yeahs. Then 1 & a half hour we did theory. Went for chinese after that, did writing. Got back one of my papers, for letter writing. The marks i got, was pretty surprising. I was caught in surprise, i scored 16/20. Not bad right? :) Learnt spelling for chinese. Aftermath went for assembly and cdt. That's all. Went to meet xinyi after that at mayflower with petrina. Saw RongHui, lols actually i don't know it was him. Till xinyi told me, then hahah. Dee-siao-ed him. Called him babygirl all the way. Went to makan at amk hub, jazreel came. Went to slack and ate ice cream, tsy and kok how came. Then slack arnd, go prime. Slack at prime, & went home after that which was arnd 7.20pm. Alright, that's all. Meeting xinyi tmr, byebye. :)

JESMINE'S GOING INSANE SOON!:)

2008-07-08T06:41:00.000-07:00

Anyone have cigaratte now?! Sigh,! PLEASE HELP ME BODOH! I fcxking moody now! _I_-er ,! Sua, i don't want to talk about it anymore! Diam ,! Hais . Not i want to smoke okay ! Is i stress ,! Very stress! Hais. Sorry people out there, pls understand me cus i know my mood will change, i will have mood swings like nobody's business. Was very happy nowadays, with xinyi and shiying. But was moody too. Sorry baby. Weiquan, i'm sorry. I once really loved you before, but i don't know what _I_-ing reason made my feelings fade away day by day. Don't drink anymore, everything's my fault. All my fault. Boys don't cry, don't waste yr tears cus of me as i'm not worth yr love. I know you will forget me soon, good luck in yr love life. (: & today _I_-ing cheebye i tell you! Text samuel boyfr. Guess what,? His girlfr, jiaren come tell me stop contacting him anymore. LOL, this kind of girlfr. ==" Then i don't contact luh, never mind derhs. :D okay, liauxinyi my daily love,! I love her like no ones business,! I love her more than loving myself ,! Pon-ed sku, overslept. :X Wooot, sharon jie ! :D She cheered me up mansx ,! LOVELOVE, (': Hmm , today woke up at 11pm . Went to bathe and wash up. Went to mayflower sec, to meet xinyi baby. So many step bengs sec one ,! LOL , was laughing all th way mansxxxx. :X Hahs, then took bus and went to amk hub. Ate in th food court & meetup zhihao, petrina, jazreel and yolande. Pei them to eat in food court again, ==" Zixian and Jiaqing came, then ate. Went to find geraldine. ==" When i heard that she smoked, i was _I_-ing shocked bodohs. Talk talk with her. I don't know lar, lost trust mansx. :( Okay, then xinyi baby and me was like keep on deesiao each other, i love her bodoh! Then yea, th previous days i went to baby's house to ton with tsy sister. Aiseh, IWANTASMILEYPIERCING,! NEXT WEEEK WORSH! LOOKING FORWARDDDD. Okay, tonned. Went over to weiquan's house. Was effing bored. Watched " I Not Stupid " ==" Wth. Slept, went baby's home. Sleptttttt till afternoon. Tsy sister woke us up,! Woooooooooo, i love die them! Okay, sku tmr. Meeting baby again,! Iloveher! Muacks! :'D Tomorrow team event again, good luck judokas ! Bps judokas jiayou alright ! Everything's gonna go on smoothly ! C boys & B girls jiayou , good luck ! Had received th judo shirt. Erms, nothing to say. :X That's all, tc everyone .

2008-07-07T07:18:00.000-07:00

ok, my keyboard's spoilt. now using on screen keyboard, which is a total hassle. ==' fcxking moodless w/o keyboard. typing fcxking slow. yay, i'm so happy that my tongue okay already. teachers don't expect me to take out alright. i'm not going to take the barbell out ofmy mouthbodoh. heheh, i love babydear tons. she's best of th best okays. [: I swear we shall not drift, muacks baby.people out ther, you don't kn my feelings so stfu. stop asking me about my love lifecuz i will hate u. ok,thx jiaqing for sending me home. will not be blogging often due to keyboard. ktybye.

2008-07-01T04:44:00.000-07:00

Hello ppl out there. Was seriously very tired, today didn't did anything much. Was having stomach cramps till recess time. It was real terrible, borrowed a jacket from revathi. Thanks, felt much better. As usual, met dear opposite school. Much on time than yesterday, :D Heheheh, then go buy drinks. Saw chunsen, dao me again. Nowadays he keep on dao me, perhaps this emosiao of his is no longer anymore. Hais. Then walked back to school. Sat down and did homework, wow. Dear did his homework, how guai is he. Alamaks, _I_ :D Then his form teacher, Mr Wong saw us sitting down. Heck him ahs, he keep looking at me. Then lights off, go hall. Morning assembly, was fxxking jialat. Stomach cramps mahs, then i fxxk th morning assembly. Damn lame ehs. Then go to class, first lesson was mathematics. Kena scolded for usage of handphone. Was sleeping all th way till th bell rung as i'm seriously not feeling well. Then second lesson was science, quite fine. But fxxking cold, so borrowed a jacket mahs. Then after science was recess, was sitting down with jazreel bestie and co. Then dear used mark's phone to text me, i meet him at com lab there. Then he go loiter, ==" I go for my media studies lesson. Was sleeping all th way too, till th last 10 minutes, free usage of computer. Thus i woke up, got th excuse of stomach cramps. How nice it was to have a excuse, but it was pain. Then after media studies i had art. Erxin, so fxxking unreasonable. Yeah, i know i never paint, cuz i don't have arycrlic paint mahs. You buy for me lar. ==" After art was mother tongue. Kinda okay, promised teacher not to sleep. Didn't, i managed to keep th promise. Then after mother tongue, was cdt. Then after cdt go down canteen, helped zhihao do some of th descritive writing. Then told jonas to helped, as i suddenly didn't felt well again. Belle suddenly came to me and told me "ILOVEYOU". Heheheh, belleang iloveyout :D Then rishi or dennis threw a water bottle, accidentally till me. Hmms, i was moody at that time. So i threw back thrice. Hit rishi's head thrice. :X It was so fun, :D Then dear text me, say i never go look for him. Always i go find his friends and him ehs. I don't like it luhs. Then he apologised, okay luh. :D Then after lunch break went for english lesson. Miss Liew wasn't there, there's another teacher called Miss Wong. Then our class went crazy, chaos around. Descriptive writing of a person, i wrote about bestie yo. :D JAZREEL LOH , you forever my best-est gan lesbo in th world okay. Cheer up mansx , ? Then after english, i went for art. I don't have th paints mahs. Go back art room to do homework, tio gan somemore siol. Want be guaikia lea, you stl want scold me. Couldn't stand it mansx, called dad. Told him what happened. Then he told me to buy th paint tomorrow. I say okay luh, then i told Miss Tan. Lucky i told dad. So it actually was dued tomorrow, but lucky it became due on thurs. So tomorrow i have to rush after judo training. Nowadays never go babydear's house ton. Not fun, miss her. D': Hope to see her soon again, fuck that person who stole her phone. But lucky can find tio, so going to take it either tomorrow or th day after. Ouevre concert very nice to watch? LOL, i don't know lar. Dear want go watch, go watch luh. I only scare later Mrs Seah see us together, i jiu die ler. Then went to prata house, ate and slack. OHYA, ZHIHAO BROTHER SO SUEY. :'D HE KENA CAUGHT EAR HOLE BY AHCHOY. CONFISCATED TH ENLARGER, POOR HIM. Heheheh, then went junxtion 8 accompany him go buy new enlarger and went home with petrina couple after that. Tomorrow judo training, lost interest in it. Aiyas, tomorrow then say buh. Take care everyone. :'D

2008-06-30T04:48:00.000-07:00

WOW ;D I had a fun time today. But as usual, i sleptttttttttttt. It was such a standard procedure. Didn't did my chinese compo, forgotten to buy foolscap papers. English summary, doing later after i shower. I was meeting baby all th way :D , N lvls oral today siol, he fail i laugh ~ > {': I'm veryyyy eviiiil ;D Celia, don't put private lar , ZZZ . Later ppl will misunderstand luhs. Sky i'm sorry, i'm afraid. Very afraid. Met baby opp sku, arnd 7plus then he reached. I was sleeping luh, was fooking tired. Then went to buy drinks, jiu go school ler. ZZZ, fooking funny/. Everyone in th canteen was looking at baby and me. Stupid, all come disturb us, say last long all this. > {': Yea i swear it shall be my last romance okay. Baby hold me tight and never let me go. I'm madly in love with you, seriously. Thanks those who give us blessings. JESMINE LOVE WEIQUAN ;D Then recess i bluff baby i got taiji, tell him faster come down. HAHAHA, he came down then i say i got taiji with bangalas > i kno i'm racist, no offence. Thn in th end, i say he cumgong , fall into my trick. HEHEHEH, then he went back to class, thn go back class study. Then after cdt, went to meet baby in the canteen. Then we keep playing with mark. Keep telling zharbors that mark wants their numbers. Baby kena by mark. Mark also play him. LOL, thn i tell baby to play mark. But asking for nurul's number. :D NURUL YOU ARE SO CUTE :D Then nicklaus they all laughed, heheheh. Then baby and mark bring me back class. Then they go N lvl oral ler. Then after class, i went to th canteen. Baby told me that his oral ends ler. So we met in th canteen, for awhile i jiu go ler. cuz go ccab, watch basketball match. BISHANPARK VS GANENGSENG. LOL, 31-53 Bishanpark lost, but never minds. Jeremy they all strong mahs. LOL, thn baby called me say he already buy th concert ticket, i scold him boliao ~ FCCCCCCK LARRRR HIM ;D GO BUY TH TICKET, DAM FXXKING BOLIAO. I CONFIRM WILL LAUGH DER LUH. HAHAHA, THN HE SAY BUY LER MAH, GO WAtch luhs. IF not hao kan, thn jiu go ler. ;D hahas, that's all ba. i pon judo again. hais, dn kno what's happening bodoh. sua. dn wan say ler. tmr meeting baby opp sku again.

ILOVEWEIQUAN.

2008-06-29T10:11:00.000-07:00

DEAR I WANT OUR COUPLEEEEEE BLOG ! {': I MISS YOU MANSX ! TON-ED AT YOUR HOUSE WITH XINYI &CO. HEHEH, ISTLMISSYOU, TOMORROW MEET YOUUUU WORSH! I SWEAR I SHALL LOVE YOU TILL THE END OKAY! HOWEIQUAN, YOU RAWK IN MY MIND! JESMINE HEARTTTT YOU FOREVER,! CELIA, PLEASE LUH. STOP SAYING THAT WEIQUAN SUCK IN YOUR MIND. I LOVE YOU BABY,! OTHERS OUT THERE, STOP LISTENING TO ONE-SIDED STORIES. CONFIRM BO,? CONFIRM IS WEIQUAN SAY BO,? IF I SAY IS HIS FRIEND HOW,? SO SHUT UP & GET LOST IF YOU GUYS DON'T KNOW ANYTHING & ACT AS IF YOU GUYS KNOW. ==" IT'S BETWEEN US, NOT YOU GUYS OUT THERE. BABY I LOVE YOU FOREVER,! CELIA, YOU DON'T KEEP SCOLDING WEIQUAN CAN. EHHHHH, WANT SCOLD THEN SCOLD ME LARRRRR GIRL. WANT CALL ME GIRL AH,? ALAMAK, KE LIAN YOU. DEAR DON'T WANT YOU THEN YOU VENT ANGERS OUT BY SCOLDING DEAR&ME. FUCKYOU LARRR HORRR.

XINYIBABYDEAR, ! I LOVE YOU MANSX ! ;D NOW IN YOUR HOUSE, I SCARED CHAODAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA CHOCOLATE,! I WANT EAT MAC BREAKFAST NOW,! SAME WITH BABYDEAR LUH! MINDS THINK ALIKE, FOR US BABY! CHAODAAAAAA CHOCOLATE,!

2008-06-29T01:38:00.000-07:00

Ho Wei Quan , i'm yours and you shall be mine. ;D Loveeeeeeeeeeyou alwayssssss :D boys home till december hors ? :D i waitttttt ;D tkcr uhs , see ya tmrrrrr i miss youuuu mansx ;D

sorry ppl, didn't blog this few days.

2008-06-25T06:54:00.000-07:00

Hahs , didn blog recently. Was lazy, to say the truth. :C Had judo training, mr ho said i slacken v v v much. omfgggg, zzzzzzzzz. hais. thn yea. my tongue more better lerhs {: and now every lessons, all got sleep lohs :Z zzzzz hais. sch's gonna play w jeremy's sch basketball team next monday. jiayou bps :D

2008-06-22T00:22:00.000-07:00

Passerby , YOU NO EGGS , NEITHER DO YOU HAVE SPERMS MANSX . FANCY YOU SPAM PEOPLE'S BLOG CALLING THEM LOSERS, BUT INSTEAD WE'RE NOT. YOU'RE, YOU KNO WHO ARE LOSERS? let me tell you, spammers are _l_ LOSERS ! (': So, just get a life ! & stop saying people are losers. :P

Omfg ! Sch's reopening soon, less time t play, less time t have fun, mre time t study , ! )': ERXIN, studying made my daily headache ! EEEEEEEEEEE ! & thanks t geraldine whatever , helping me finish off th science mindmap . Thanks loads ya . Loveloveeeee, :P

Babydear shall be my forever love ! <3
I miss you like fxxxk can ! So long never see you , since th trip to sentosa ! )':
I love you most , from now onwards ! FOREVER LOVE !
Our love story will never end ,! We shall have equal trusts towards each other ,!
Whatever you are doing, i will support you all th way ,! I swear upon th sky ,!
You shall be my baby ,! For eternity , i shall miss you !
& remember , baby you are always mine ! Love you most , i swear !
Loveeeeeeeeeee xinyiiiiii for life ! :D
♥ Liau Xinyiiii , you shall be my babydear ! I love you die hell loads ! <3]

♥Belle ah belle, I SWEAR I'M OKAY. PROMISE ME YOU WILL BE OKAY TOO YEA. &, ! I WILL NOT BREAK BELLE'S LAW. COS' GOT FINE, AND NEED GO JAIL AH ,! :X HAHAX , LOVE YOU TOO ! YOU TC OF YOURSELF KAY ! (':
I'M SERIOUSLY 101% OKAY !

2008-06-21T01:44:00.000-07:00

People out there, i have no time t blog yeah. Apologies.

Ton-ed this whole week. [: Next week is already school reopening. Omfgggg ]: Not fun, not fun at all. Time flies~ Repierced tongue, by kah hao. HOHOHO, never kena caught yet. ytd ton at tracy's house. wanted to do homework, in th end bo do. hahas, :X now at home, going to brother's 21st birthday party in hotel i think. that's all ba. ltr maybe go tracy's house chiong homework overnight. ilovemytongueeee [: , with th barbell in ittt, wooooooots :D

TRACY AND RECKY / LAST FOREVER {:
ZHIYONG KOR AND RKYCIA XINGAN SHALL LAST ETERNITY <3333
ZIXIAN AND MICHELLE QUICKLY LAHHHHHH ~ :P
TRISTAN AND XIAOEVIL LAST FOREVER 1314 {:

AISEH, so many couples {: hope all can last long~

2008-06-20T09:13:00.001-07:00

tongue repierced, by kah hao. senak de. :X he wan help me repierce again, then i scare le. dnwan. hahas. xuanxuan tht idiot uhhhh. herhs. hahas. tongue pierced!:X

2008-06-20T09:10:00.000-07:00

sigh , so many things happen . tristan , yea la is me in th 1st place dnwan to accept you . regret als no use . sua , last long with your girl (: i give you all my blessings . NO FEELINGS . went sentosa... now going kor's hse. i wan to ride bicycle again (:

2008-06-17T13:13:00.000-07:00

All pig ahhhhh , sleeping :X tracy especially ! Michael also sleep, zhihao also sleep. Kns lahhhhh, now got waken up by " someone " lo , then can't sleep already! Fxcks, didn't blog these few days, hahahaha. Fxcking sian at this late hour, D: Going sentosaaaa this coming thurssss :D weeeeeeeees , so long bo go lerhs cans. Yesterday, had a dam fxcking lame&childish taiji! Someone helped me, (: Hahas, thanks to tristan (: tomorrow judo training again, so long bo go lerhs cans,

Should i forget the past, &accept th new love,? Fxcks, confused.

2008-06-15T06:36:00.000-07:00

Sorry people , that i didn't post . Anyway , it's my blog so i can choose by myself when to post [: just stop saying , " jesmine , your blog is dying " So what siols , i like it mahhhh . :D

13th June - Went to meet Tracy at whitley sec. Then climbed the fence of whitley sec's back gate with Tracy to go XinyiBABYDEAR's house. Reached there, and scared RkyciaXINGAN and XinyiBABYDEAR. Boo them , hahas . Cab to Tracy's house. It's in Newton./ Then Tracy had to pay half of the cab fare as we are cabbing to her house, it's our rule. HAHAHA, kelian th Tracy paid half. Went up to her house, went into th room. Xingan, Babydear, and me was vandalising Tracy's file. Pity her worsh. :X I also culpritttt, hahahas. Then her maid cooked instant noodle for us. Didn't finish it, was a big serving. Then tsySISTER came, followed by michaelHAOREN and zhiyongKOR came. Zhihao stay at home as he was lazy to come. Th same thing, we are gambling siaooo what, so we gambled. Played 21 and dai dee. Won my judo grading fees, 30 bucks. Ji power yi xia de worsh[:
Then played cards till 8 plus and cab back to kor's house. Then continued to play cards, learnt a game. Royal flush, can win ji dua money de worsh :D Then 11 plus, kor fetched xingan home by cab, then babydear, sister and me cab to babydear's house. Showered, ohmygosh, something happened. Black friday. I don't feel like saying. Then showered in babydear's house, she treated us mac. Thanks babydear iloveyous/ Then eating, slacking and watching tv. Later about 3 plus go to kor's house again, slacked./ Blackout./ babydear, it's alrightttt [: Then slacked till morning cos we're scared to go back alone as BLACK FRIDAY is still on. Then 7 am le , cab to babydear's home . Slept in th bed, sister's so sexy :X Then we were lateeeee. Overslept, then kor and xingan keep on bomb our calls , making us wake up. Then i faster go shower, then babydear and sister also. Then went prime meet zhihao, cab down to downtown. Wild wild wetttttt [: Ji fun yi xiaaaa de worsh [: Played tsunamiiiii, i nearly drowned. Thanks to michaelHAOREN and zhihaoBRO keep on hold me up , not letting me drink those water . Played woooo lahhhh lahhhh [: And, waterfalls. Shiok river tooooo. And, foammmm playing starts. Bro osotogari me inside th foam, i had a great impact when i fell as th floor is dam it cb th hard/ Sister alsoooo . We are victims of bro and bro is th culpritttt. Had a fun time with them, showered and came out. Met julia honey , malvin , alfred and co. Then talk awhile jiu byebye le. Cabbed to chongpang ate buffet steamboat. Dam it cb fulllll. ilove all this feeling with them, happinessss bodoh./ [: thens went back to babydear's house. Then she showered and went to kor's house. xingan we all, ton at kor's house. playing cards again, zhihao and me at first, sibei bo luck, thens later, ohmygosh [[; luck came back, last minute mansx. Got banlark, then nor ling, then doubles. So shuang mansxxxx. Hahahah... that's all. tomorrow judo training. well, aft tht i think gg to HAOREN's house.

2008-06-12T22:50:00.001-07:00

I'm going out now :D To meet xinyi babydear and rkycia xingan . Then go tracy's house. Tonning tonight bah. Slacking at tracy's house.

2008-06-11T23:49:00.000-07:00

Going to kor's house later. Play 21 xD and slacking. Hahas , with tsy . So yeah , tmr judo training lo . Hahas , tkcr everyone . XD

2008-06-11T08:34:00.000-07:00

I won't be able to blog so often recently as i'm seriously darn busy hanging around with cliquessss {:

yesterday was a tuesday. we went to slack around as usual with zhiyong, zhihao, thLIPS, rky, tsy, xinyi, michelle. Went under xingan's block to slack. Got cat fight siol :D Not girls the. :D Is really, cat vs cat mansx. Freaking funny + fierce . Th black cat wants to takan th white cat bodoh D: So keliansss . Then raining very heavily , kana kp by dad cos i actually wanna ton at kor's hse. Then slam door and slept after i showered. Freaking colddddd. Then morning woke up, actually don't feel like going training. But i think i skipped damn much trainings le lo. So i go, zhihao never go. Then thLIPS and kor cabbed down to my hse and fetch me then we go sch. Actually bps judokas only a few ppl. But nyjc judokas also got come, so yeah. Same, randori-ed , hoho . Fancy i never go trainings but never got thrown by anyone in randoris yo. :D So happy, but cannot continue like this. Confirm my techniques will be prepared to dropppp. So must train hard yo. Then aft training go denise's hse tke my swimming suit then we go thLIPS hse. Waited, thens ate at thLIPS hse. Xingan and tracy came. Then tsy, then zhihao. Gambled again , aiseh . I at first lost mansx . Zhihao helped me :D Won back so total i won 5 bucks . Actually i lost most want eh . But kelian thLIPS , lost to the couple D: aiseh , good luck mansx . Hmmm , that's all . Very tireddd . Idc :D i want pierce tongue againnnn.

2008-06-09T05:51:00.000-07:00

Nothing much today!/ Went to meet zhiyong kor, jolly, and zhihao at prime. Saw Tracy when waiting for them. Tracy is going to have her basketball training so she go first. Then we waited for jolly to come. He come already then we go kopitiam eat makan. Jolly told Petrina to come so she came too. Then we ate finished and talked awhile. Then we walked to the bus stop at around 9.20am and waited for the bus. The bus came, and we board the bus. Saw nadiah and nadira. Reached school and walked inside to the canteen. Slacked for a short while in the canteen then went up to the hall for judo training. Judo training started, it was quite tough overall. We had to fought with guys. And, i'm a unlucky one, compared to others. I had to fight with, Mustaffa;Weiquan;Enwei; It's darn tiring okay. Especially Weiquan, he hip-throwed me 360 degress bodoh. Darn scary yeahs. Then after that do crawling. Then dismissed and went to junction 8. Decided to go the kopitiam outside junction 8, S-11 food court. Then jolly, zhiyong kor, zhihao, xinni and me ate there. Darn full alrights. Then cabbed to Jolly's house. Went into Jolly's house, and headed into his room. Don't think crookedly. Hahas, then we closed the door and played cards. At first lose then earn back. So no win no lose. Then cabbed home with xinni and zhiyong kor. Thanks for the cab fare kor. [: Then xinni forgotten to bring her phone./ She left it in the cab so she cabbed to my house and i pass it to her. Lalalas:D Then zhihao jio me go see dogs at dog shop cos' he wanna buy. I don't want go cos' i'm too tired. Tomorrow xingan coming back woots :D So happy mansx ;] So yeah that's all. I'm very tired.

2008-06-08T07:48:00.000-07:00

Okay , i slept for about 5 hours today manszx . Zhiyong kor say i lazy pig . Hahas :D Really tired mahr D: Then woke up , sister cook-ed for me . Then ate it , and watched television . Went to pack my wardrobe cos' i realised it was bloody messy bodoh . Then packed , packed till it was damn neat . Wonder what rky , xinyi and tsy is doing now . I love die them bodoh . Miss them like hell can . [: Hope the days quickly pass. :D Tomorrow judo training , i've already skipped one judo training mansx . So i'm going tomorrow to train bloody hell hard can. :D So tomorrow morning meeting kor , zhihao , and jolly go eat breakfast at prime . Then go for training lorhs . Hms , that's all ba . [:

Ilove3gals, Rkycia,Tsy,Xinyi

Amelia told me to do this quiz [:

2008-06-07T23:54:00.000-07:00

Quiz` [requested by amelia] Remove one question from below, and add in your personal question, making it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 8 people on your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that she/he had been tagged. Whoever does this tag will have blessings from all.

1. Have you ever give your first kiss away?
What you mean by first kiss, ? Mouth to mouth or you kiss others ?

2. Is emo-ing cool?
At first it was, then it was not later on.

3. Where is the place you want to go most?
Go thailand to visit my grandma. [:

4. If you have one dream to come true, what would it be?
People in the world to have a stable, peaceful and happy life.

5. Do you believe in seeing rainbows after the rain?
Yes.

6. Who do you like?
I like my close friends.

7. If you win 1 million dollars, what would you do?
I will donate some to the needy children and give my parents the money.

8. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
It depends.

9. List out three good things about the person[amelia] who tagged you.
- Anti social :D
- Kind .
- Cheerful .

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your another half?
Understanding, caring, cool.

11. What type of people you dislike most?
Backstabbers.

12. What is your ambition?
To get excellent results in all subject.

13. Do you believe in fairytales?
No, i don't. Once believed, but sigh.

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My parents.

15. Are you a workaholic or not?
Nope, i'm a slacker siol.

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
My attitude.

17. What do you usually do at home?
I don't stay at home, only playing com at home.

18. Is there such thing as everlasting love?
No, i don't think so.

19. How do you think the person who tagged you can change to be a better person?{It's perfectly fine to leave a blank if you think he/she is fine.}
Amelia:D More friendly to me pls. You look so fierceeee.

20. Will you start smoking if your friends persuade you?
No, obviously. I'm not their dog. -.-

Tag:
Jiaqing
Suan
Zhiyong
Tsy
Nigel
Shernne
Caroline
Rkycia

100th POST :D

2008-06-07T23:39:00.000-07:00

Am really tired alright . Ton-ed at rky's house last night . Went t watch kungfu panda w rky , zy , zh , michael , julia and malvin at hub ard 6pm in th evening . Then after that went t slack ard amk area near rky's house . Then we went t visit kahsiang . Well , he ahhh ? No hope bodoh . I mean no hope for team event . If his leg is still okay , then i think we will stand a chance . Sua , don't want say already . Hope he get well soon yozxczccx :D Then after which , we went ard slacking . Then played th dare-dare game again . LOL then actually zh they all intend to cab me home too , but in th end i ton-ed at rky's house . They cabbed home while xinyi , tsy , rky and me walked back to her house . Then rky packed her clothings t bintan . Then after which , we played 21 and Big Two up to more than 5 hours from 12 plus all th way to 5 plus bodoh . Then we really damp tired , thus we fall asleep . Damp shuang bodoh . Lucky no one kick my head when sleeping , at first i thought xinyi , tsy and rky confirm got one of them will kick , but heng never siol . [: Then they keep waking me up ard 10 plus . So fan ~ Especially tsy ahh ~ Use th pillow all these to hit my face thens i buey tahan jiu wake up . Tsy , Rky and Xinyi going bintan today with Rky's mum . Damp shuang cans . Damp shiook one lorhs . Hur ~ thens zy kor ask me want go bishan there , catch prawn then bbq . I am seriously too tired so didn't go lorhs . This whole week , i haven't even catched a single good sleep manszx . So yeah , i shall rest today while rky they all have a good time there ~ Also gonna pack neatly my clothings ba . [: Gonna do moodles later on . Take care everyone . BYEBYE :D

99th Post [:

2008-06-06T22:28:00.000-07:00

Shernne supergirl told me t do this quiz . Let's get it done quickly .

1. If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
Emotional.

2. If you have a dream to come through, what would it be?
People in th world t be happy and fine .

3. What would your dream wedding be like?
In a church [:

4. Are you confused of what lies ahead you?
Yeah, of course.

5. What's your ideal lover like?
Kind, understanding, cool, tall, and cares for me.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Idk, this question seem like i couldn't answer. -.-

7. How long will you wait for someone you really love?
Forever.

8. If the person you really likes, is already attached. What would you do?
Just secretly be beside him forever.

9. Is there anything which makes you unhappy these days?
Yeah, obviously.

10. Is being tagged fun?
Being tagged by loved ones are fun:D

11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Working, single.

12. Who are currently the most important person to you?
Family members and close friends.

13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
Shernne is cheerful and good to me [:

14. Would you rather be single and rich, or married and poor?
Single and rich, because i don't think boys are trusted after marriage.

15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
Check what is the time.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Not all, i won't change for a boy.

17. If you fall in love with 2 person simultaneously, who would you pick?
The one who treat me better.

18. What type of friends would you prefer?
True friends.

19. What type of friends do you dislike?
Friends which talk behind my back.

8people, pls don't reject or break the rule.
xinni
zhihao
zhiyong
belle
chunsen
suan
sabrina
willabelle:D